The pendulum of life…

Life is like a pendulum swinging backwards and forwards through time. And now it is swinging backwards…

In history the ancient world achieved such great things and magical wonders of the ancient world. The pendulum swung forward through time and great things happened to humanity. Such as the pyramids etc…

Then what we know as ‘the dark ages’took place as the pendulum swung backwards through time. Technology fell, standards dropped, people became disliked on nationality skin, gender and religion and wars, hatred and disease dominated the planet on a mass scale. The dark ages brought no real advancement on mankind only more of the same. Oppression was king in these times.

Women had no rights, they was second class citizens. They could not drive or vote in political debates and became almost possessions.

Races was categorized on standards and who was the master race in an order chosen by the most dominant. People believed in only their own race as the best.

Religion was strict and other religions frowned upon and anyone believing in anything other than that religious text was guilty of blasphemy.

But then the pendulum swung forward through time. Humanity broke down so many stigmas and social barriers and people became more free and equal. Women had the same rights as men. Racism hit a new all time low and all races was treated the same. All religions was accepted and respected and diversity became the core of life. Kindness and humanity and living became the best way to be.

Technologies reached an all time high within this modern time as the pendulum swings forward in time with great communications and transports and healthcare. Things such as advanced telephones everyone has and the internet which has brought the world together and educated people on mass about different cultures and ways of life and how to be what you want to be.

The world became smaller and people met people that at one time they never would of and would only have the news to know of these people and far away lands. The internet brought in a powerful advancement in the ways of humanity.

People no longer had the news to spread propoganda. They could decide for themselves who and what they didnt like by knowing these people and talking to these people. The mainstream medias power over people weakened. People had become more free than ever before….

But now the signs show that the pendulum of life swings backwards again…

First it has begun with religious extremism becoming more and more common across the globe. Which is spreading fast and there does not seem to be alot happening to stop this oncoming oppression of extremism. Where will it end?

We will see a religion dominate at some point in the next 30 years or so which seeks to oppress minorities, destroy LGBT and push womens freedoms back to a time long ago.

There is now a rise in racism again across the globe. As a child I never knew of any racism for example in football. It had been reduced to nothing and didnt exist. Everyone was equal. But recently there has been a rise of racism again across the globe in all sports and in the streets.

Facist movements and old opinions have re-surfaced and becoming more and more common. Politicians are becoming more and more vocal about certain races. Comments made by leaders have awoken the sleeping eye of the racists and set them free. Populism in this belief has grown and spread into people. Racism is once again on the rise…

Wars have become once again more and more dangerous and brutal and nuclear war has hung on the brink three times in the last five years. USA has locked horns and nuclear war at the press of a button with Iran and North Korea. Nations with dangerous ideologies and agendas have arisen again from the dark ages which all nations for many years had been silent and co-operative with each other for many years suddenly decided to become rogue nations and push the limits of the world.

Hatred has become a common emotion in many. People use social media to vent their hatred and dislike without any reason or cause just simply dislike but no reason for it. The latest dislike and hatred I believe sadly may come towards Chinese people because of the corona virus. But this has become a thing. That people dislike ordinary innocent people simply because of the origins of a virus.

If a black man stabs someone on the news. People jump on it and tag all of his race the same. This is becoming more common on the news and people are jumping on the bandwagon.

The hatred that is spread between example Brexit and remain voters in the UK is phenomeonal. The dislike and the name calling between both is of vile hatred towards each other.

It is the same in USA between Trump supporters and those who oppose him. Suddenly people are being the worse they can be towards each other.

People suddenly hate immigrants and asylum seekers and declare them as criminals. To not want to help them while they flee from war or nations which no longer like them being in that country.

The history books on the shelves begain to repeat themselves…

So going forward as the pendulum swings backwards I can only see old wounds opened again and a new dark ages to emerge.

As the pendulum swings back the mainstream media re-gains control and leads people astray once again….

May the pendulum swing forward again soon…

Le ciel satinè

Le ciel ressemble au satin
Le soleil est le paradis
Le vent murmures

Ici est paradis pour moi
En la nature avec toi

Le vent dans le cheveux
Le soleil en tes yeuxs
Paradis pour moi

J’adore la monde de la dieu
Je sens la paix
Je sens le vent et le murmure de dieu
Je sens ton ame
Je sens le dieu

En moi est paix parce que la natur
Mon ame est en paix aussi

Je voyager à travers les montagnes et sur les lacs sous le ciel de satin

Je cherche pour amour, je me cherche, mon ame rèflèchit sur l’eau

Le mer est calme et le vent est belle
Les oiseux chanson avec mon ame
Je suis en paradis en la natur

Paradise est en toi
Je vive en la coeur de la natur
Sous le ciel
Sous le ciel de belle soleil

Je trouve segesse en la natur
Et belle en la nature
Et amour en la coeur de toi

Merci pour ton ame
Merci pour la vie
Merci le dieu pour toute en ma vie

The Oxygen levels…

When the oxygen levels are higher people are happier – and when the trees come down and down without going up and up the oxygen levels diminish and people become less happy as seen in the world today.

The more we bring down the trees through ignorance and lack of wisdom and education the more we will struggle in life through less oxygen.

Our bodies within shall struggle and cause us anxiousness and panic and stress as we struggle to take in more oxygen due to less trees.

The more the trees come down the more hatred and negativity is covering the world.

The anger and turbulence within us shall rise through the less oxygen we possess. The more oxygen we get the happier and more relaxed we become.

Nature gave us oxygen in abundance but as we remove that gift rapidly that the trees give us the more we will start to notice the damage done to the world and to our species and by the time we realize it then it will be too late.

What happens when the mass majority of this population which is over populated are breathing carbon dioxide yet we have little trees to convert the mass amount of carbon dioxide into oxygen and therefore there will be an inbalance of carbon dioxide and oxygen and we will poison and suffocate ourselves to death simply from breathing…

It is true that everyone feels happier in nature amongst the trees and more relaxed. The energies and oxygen levels are vast and grand and do us the world of good.

Amongst the trees is a great and peaceful place where we feel a spiritual calm and most people can relate to that. Oxygen levels within the woods and the forests is great for us to relax.

People should have plants in the home and expose themselves to more oxygen. This will make us feel happier without us even noticing.

We must embrace and breath in the tree of life. We must dine on oxygen and like the natural landscape.

Everything we need is found within nature. People must go there often. The world needs more trees and oxygen and the peace it provides.

Where there are less trees there is more trouble. In cities for example there is often chaos more than within the countryside.

People will say I am crazy and that I am wrong but the most basic thing we need and cannot live without for more than a few minutes is oxygen.

We can go without food and drink and even sun for days but oxygen we have to have. So why does mankind destroy that which provides it?

For future generations to have a nice life and world – we need the trees…more than anything else….

A Winters Delight

Oh how beautiful is the winter where everything is ice, Where everything is cold, Where everything is harsh but nice, Within the world of a beautiful winters paradise

And the cold do I embrace,The winter weather surrounding me, As the cold is upon my face

Oh the winters delight, the romance of the long winters night

A time of scarfs, gloves and a hat, where the most welcome sight often is getting in from out of the cold, often the front door mat, we are home amongst the warmth of family where our heart is at,

Snow hangs upon the trees, children play out in the cold, smoke pours from many chimneys, people out walking in the winter breeze

Oh in magic do I believe, As upon this day I am transported back, To a time of childhood upon Christmas eve

We have all hoped to see Santa cross the sky, an experienced the excitment through a childs eye

The beauty of a shared dream by us all, a hope and a faith each year, the dreams of making a snowball and that upon winter the snow will fall

The beauty and harshness of a winter cold, stays with us forever, the romance of winter shall never grow old

Oh the beautiful short winter days and the long romantic nights, the warmth of firelight is one of lifes most beautiful delights

Oh the long winters night, the beauty of the cold is one of delight as we sit and rest by firelight…

A Sailors Return…

This is a true story of the first day or two of a sailors return after the second world war….

The sun came through the window. A new day had begun and it was the first day of Bills life after war.

He rolled a cigarette and struck a match. He climbed out of bed and headed towards the window and peeped through the blind as the sun shone upon him. He looked out at a quiet peaceful scene he was no longer used to.

A young woman with long dark brown hair entered into the room wearing a dress.

Morning Bill said the woman.

Bill: morning Emma

He remained fixed on looking out of the window.

Emma: we can relax now and be happy. This is the first day of the rest of our lives. War is over and we can live in peace.

Smoke hung a little in the air as Bill smoked. He remained almost motionless in the morning sunshine.

Emma looked and smiled.

Emma: how I have missed them bright blue eyes.

Bill: feels strange after everywhere I have been and now I am in this little room in this little house in the north of England.

Emma put some slippers next to the bed and tidied up the side cupboard.

Emma: I am so glad to have my handsome man back. You are alive and well. Which is what cannot be said for most.

Bill: am I still the same man I was before the war? I dont feel the same. War kills everyone in some way.

Emma began making the bed and tucking the duvet under the pillows.

Emma: well I will accept you just as you are. You are my Bill.

Bill continued puffing on his cigarette.

Emma came over and hugged him and he put his arm round her.

Emma: love you

Bill smiled

Bill: I love you too my darling.

Emma: now there are two young daughters of yours who you need to be re-aquinted with. They need their father still. They are lucky they still have you. You are blessed.

Bill smiled and hugged her closer.

Within him he was glad to be home but struggled to show it on the surface.

Bill looked at Emma and smiled.

Bill: I am glad to be home again. Glad to be home…with you.

Emma smiled.

Emma: I really missed you. Now today is the first day of the rest of our lives so lets enjoy being alive and well and being a family again.

Bill nodded and continued to smoke a cigarette while gazing out of the window.

Bill: what will I do with myself now?

Emma looked at him and smiled.

Emma: There are many paths to take for war heroes like you. You are my hero. Whatever happens we will get through it together.

Bill grinned and kept his arm round her and pulled her closer.

Bill: I dont know what I would do without you. I am glad you love me. I wouldnt of got through the war without the inspiration and incentive of returning home to you.

Emma smiled.

Emma: I love you so much. Thats why I wrote to you every single day. I knew in my heart of hearts you would return safe to me. The Royal Navy couldnt keep you forever. You belong to me not them silly sods.

Bill smiled and looked round the room at a bedroom he had seen nothing of for almost five years. He was home and safe and away from the dark depth of the seas.

Bill: I dont really want to mention the war again. May it be a distant past memory to those who was scarred by this evil we endured.

Emma kissed him on the cheek.

Emma: hate lost to love in the end. Now lets focus on the love of this family and its future. We are very fortunate.

They remain quiet and together in a moment of solidarity.

Emma: now lets get a nice cooked breakfast down you. I know you loved a nice breakfast before. I will treat you to what ingredients I can get my hands on for a nice start to the day.

She let go of the hug and he continued to smoke. He sat on the end of the bed. He was home and he was free and he was alive.

Emma headed down the stairs to make breakfast. A military plane flew over and Bill instantly looked which had now become instinctive to him. He then fought his gaze and tried to remind himself it is now peacetime.
He stumped out his cigarette.

He spoke to himself.
Bill: Silence, the sound of silence. You are unfamiliar to me and make me nervous. Within you is when the memories return. The silence is going to haunt me.

He rubbed his hands on his face and stood up.

Unknown to Bill a little girls face peeped through a gap in the doorway watching him….

The Power of Women

As a man my own personal opinion of women is they are far grander and greater in many ways than men and than I could ever be.

Women possess much deeper mental powers than men and better senses than men. Women as girls and babies learn faster than men. This is how nature has created females and their brains work more effectively and acutely than a mans.

From a child to now I often heard of the ‘female intuition’ which I once thought was a myth but I genuinely believe it to be real through experiences and women saying and asking things they couldnt possibly of known. This is a sense I have never truly been able to discover within myself so effectively.

Women possess a much more purified heart and soul than a man does and will be more genuine and loving to people.

It is women who are the mothers of humanity. There is no connection stronger than a maternal bond.

Everyone loves their mother and needs their mother unconditionally. This bond is instinctive and powerful from day one of life in this world.

If you was to follow nature you would discover the powerful positions of women. How most men will listen to a female and do anything for a female.

Women are also far more physically beautiful than men and possess powers of wonderful attraction which can control a man and guide a man. This is a power no man will ever have.

I can sit in a room with 20 women and go unnoticed or spoke seldom towards – but a girl sat in a room with 20 men is fussed and cared for and the men look after her and do things for her.

Men only possesss physical power. But the physical power is nothing compared to the world of non physical powers which a woman dominates completely. Powers of mind,attraction, family life are controlled by women.

Family life is controlled by women. The female such as a mother or grandmother will be the most loved within the family often.

It is women who create a family home and make it all nice for a family and to live within.

In this manmade world and society which tries so hard to turn a blind eye away from nature we must remember that is a world where everyone must be equal and share this world together with equality in men and women.

So every man must learn to acknowledge and respect women and their powers – because it was a woman who created you and raised you…

A restless mind…

I suffer with a disease upon the mind where I can never be content with what I have got and I want more and more and more. My mind is restless and never satisfied and I desire to have as much as I can. Is this greed or determination?

Either way I am constantly searching for more truths and answers and events to satisfy my restless mind. It can be a great thing at times but at other times it is like a curse upon me where nothing I have is ever good enough.

Will I ever accept what I have? Will I ever accept who I truly am? Will I ever be happy truly and relax knowing what I have got is all I need?

Sometimes the eyes and the heart are blind to contentness and what great things are already before us and around us.

I storm through life looking for this perfection and not looking around. I search and search and find nothing that satisfies my need for perfection while the world which already surrounds me begins to collapse. But I dont notice because my mind is focused elsewhere.

I try to educate myself and be with more wisdom but has the true wisdom already given me great things which already surround me and what I already have? Why is it not enough? Why do I look to dreams and not reality?

Perhaps I should search for more of the right things and not the wrong things. Perhaps I need to accept what is around me and what great things there is. I have been blessed.

Man can often search for wisdom. Man can often search for things he knows he should not and cannot have, but great wisdom is for him to accept what he has been given already.

I am not perfect and I am not great. I am a dreamer. I am a wishful soul. I want things I often know are great but not possible and not realistic. I want paradise but cannot acknowledge I already have a paradise most people would want and dont have what I already have.

There is such a thing as other worlds. They do exist. These other worlds are where other people exist and the things I desire and cannot have often belong in these worlds. A world where I do not live. The other worlds are other peoples lives. Where my dreams are their realities. Where I cannot be the dream or the reality. I can only exist within my own reality. Where I was born to live and breath and exist within.

May I one day wake up and appreciate what I have and how priceless it is. Because what I have today – may be gone tomorrow….

God the Creator…

Don’t you wonder who created you?
Don’t you wonder who?
Our God, creator of me and you

The miracles of our eyes,
The creator of the beautiful night skies
Given by our God the mighty wise

It was God who gave us breath
And brings us beautiful paradise in death

In this world God give us life and love,
And beautiful visions of nature
And the peaceful sounds of song birds in the trees above

God is who created me and you,
And the moon and the stars too,
God who brings great love through

Dont you wonder who created you? And the beauty within all of you…

And the blessing of when we was born, and the blessing in life at each new day at dawn

The sound in the sky of the birds wings, The whisper in the wind, the gentle breeze upon humanity, and the love that God brings

Within us all is humanity, within us is mighty God, and great love – lasting for eternity

The greatness of God, as his love shines across humanity like the sunrise, covering us all with kindness and love, reminding us our spirit never dies

Dont you wonder who created you,

Mighty God created you, me and you…

New Chapters….

In life there will come a point where we need to close one chapter and begin another.

As I flick through the chapters of my life and it is probably the same with most people – the most interesting chapters and tales are from childhood. The adult world seems to oppress our dreams and events and limit the excitement of the chapters in our life.

If your life became a book – you would become the main character. You are within every page and all events, people and scenarios revolve around you. Is your main character an interesting character? Is the plot interesting? Has there been many chapters and stories to tell?

Often we waste many times in the story of our life re-reading and editing the same chapter over and over again with the same characters but now is a time we must turn the page and begin a new chapter with a new story and different people and locations and plots.

Although there are times when I wish I could go back and re-live a chapter again. Ones which hold fond memories and moments and people within them. I wish I had the luxury to turn back to pages where I was at my happiest.

So we must flick through the pages and see what we think of the book of our lives…

How many people have we got in our lives that have become stale?

How many situations and locations have gone boring and the same four walls trap us?

Is it time for us to now begin a new chapter and turn the page to a new section and a fresh subplot?

We are the writers of our own story. We can decide the people who should be written out of the book of our lives and the change of scenes that we desire.

Our lives are a story and we must make it an interesting story. We afterall are the main character in the story of our life.

What do we desire the story of our live to be? A love story, a sad story of a horror story? We have the power to decide. I often think perhaps our stories are many different genres.

We all wish and desire a life of love but first we often suffer sadness, pain and despair. But we must take the pen and keep writing to develop what we desire at the end of our book.

As with most stories there will be a villain or a dark character. We must come to expect this and tolerate the darkness in our lives as this is the part of every story. But we must work on being the hero and being centre stage and we must work on making our story a happy ending.

They may not be a dark character or evil or nasty in general but just not good for us and best off elsewhere and time for them to be written out of the story of our life.

I often see many people stuck in one chapter in their lives and have no clue of how to begin a new chapter and seem quite unhappy and in standstill. They have become uninteresting to others and have no new tales to tell. These people have the writers block of life and have many blank pages.

So you are writing a story of your life into the reality of civilization. Is yours an interesting tale? Has it had many twists and turns and events taking place?

Remember you are the main character and the story revolves around you…

Has your life become stuck on the same chapter and is it now time for a new chapter?

Have a quick flick through the pages of your life and see whether it is now time to change the chapter….

May you have a long and interesting life and many chapters and stories to tell….

The Miracle of Life…

As I sit here in a dimly lit room as silence surrounds me and I am left alone with my thoughts. I often wonder how many other people have sat in this same position in history? How many more people have listened to the sounds of silence and the echo of dreams they once had now imprisoned by life?

How many people have wondered through the coridoors of an evening of their home struggling each day to survive and repeating the same day to day actions in order just to carry on?

Through my struggles is where I em educated to the beauty and miracle of life. Life is never easy which makes life rewarding.

I once didnt see my purpose in life or my own importance. I didnt think anything I did made any difference in life at all. But I was wrong.

Every thought and decision I make changes the future. The decisions I make change the life of my descendants either born or unborn. Within a moments thought or decision I can bring them into this world or make a decision and take another path of which they will never exist. Our decisions even the smallest ones are of massive importance and non of us realize how important we are.

People will live life and not believe in miracles etc but when they weigh up history and how fragile life is and how many wars and deaths there has been and how many decisions their ancestors had to make – the path to any of us being alive today is a massive miracle. Your ancestors and their choices led to us being alive and where we are in this world.

There are many of us who seek a purpose and dont see life as anything special. But life is so vulnerable and thats what makes it special.

How many decisions have we had to make in life? Even tiny ones that would of changed the course of our history and the whole future for us and our descendants. Decisions such as…should I go out tonight? What time shall we meet with people? Should I go on this course? Should I drive or walk.

All this makes a big difference. Because it changes who and how you will meet people where the chain of your ancestry will continue. It changes your destiny and your path and your final outcome. Every decision we made imagine if you had taken the other decision….

Imagine if you met the love of your life at 8pm somewhere by chance or through friends….imagine then you had chose to go there at 7pm or 9pm instead….everything would change….

Decisions I have made have led me to where I am today. But I often wonder where would I be if I had chose the other decisions.

What if I decided to stay in my old job. I would never of met all the people I am friends with now. I would never of progressed in the way I have and I would never of opened new doors for myself. I would of continued on a path to somewhere else…

So as I wander the house and sit in silence in a dimly lit room. I think I am blessed to of experienced the highs and lows of life and know the miracle of me being here….of all my ancestors going back to the dawn of time and their decisions by each and every one of them – led to me being alive. They are all involved. Every single one of them.

We must all embrace life and enjoy it. Because no matter what you do in this life it will always be a miracle. Everything you decide is shaping the future.

But the only reason I am here today – is because decisions and thoughts of my ancestors led them on a path to me being alive….