A little Paradise…

The most beautiful little hands, the most amazing eyes, the greatest smell. The sound of the laughter, the inquizitive chatting and the innocence. These are magical times. Times I remember when I was oh so small as well, a time of a yesteryear.

The cute clothes and a small cosey bed and a bedroom. The gorgeous eyes see a new world.

The love and affection pouring to and from the heart of innocence is immense. May the world love you like we do.

Days which pass the magic gets stronger but the time shorter yet more precious. Where do all the years go?

I have spent many years at the paradise of your love and in the gasping beauty of your eyes and of your innocent kisses upon my head. These are beautiful precious moments I can never get back and wont stand the test of time. They are the moments of which will exist beautifully only within my memory.

The innocence and greatness of purity shall carry with me for my eternity amongst the stars. I am enriched to experience precious time with you, precious days that I want to last forever, I am blessed with the return into a kingdom which I once lived and you opened the gates for me to be back amongst the great beginning of life. Here exists total freedom and total creation and happiness. A world of which I have missed. One where I once belonged so happily.

If only I could tell you of the cruel cold desert outside this kingdom where you currently live. It would make you enjoy every moment of where you are now in this beautiful better reality.

In this kingdom memories are made that echoes through the ages, where love is so strong it is unbreakable, where the stars are clear and where peace amongst others reigns.

The day will come where you must leave the kingdom and never truly return but the memories of these days and the people who existed within it shall stay with you for all eternity.

May you have a long time in the kingdom, may you have a long and amazing life oh little cute beautiful soul of paradise…

The childhood regret…

Once there was a little girl who lived down the street,

and upon a summers evening when I was aged seven she sat on her bike on my drive wearing a yellow tshirt, denim dungarees and trainers on her feet,

a little cute thing and really sweet

Upon this moment I said something wrong, and I remember it and look back with regret
I said a word of which in childhood it should never belong

Upon that evening I innocently called you brown, and upon this moment my mum stepped forward and shouted me down

I didnt mean what I said, It was a silly remark of a young boy and I remember your sad face within that moment in my head

You probably dont remember this moment all them years ago, the years passed by too quickly and places and people did we outgrow, But I am sorry I want you to know

As children we was friends, and within childhood memories this never ends, and I write this poem to make amends,

For a little girl I once knew who used to make me smile, who over the years would come and chat for a while

A little girl who once existed with black frizzy hair and always was kind, and in childhood this can be hard to find

You are one of the names of a yesteryear, and when I return home all the kids are gone who once played here.

From childhood we are now gone and from these streets we no longer play, and you have all grown up into the woman that you are today


But within the shadows of time I shall always have a memory, of a girl who existed in my very own history, I shall always remember the little girl,

I shall always remember –  Tilly

Just before dawn….

My favourite time of the day is the night sky just before the dawn before the sun begins to rise, there is planets and stars flickering in the skies before my very own eyes.

Its my favourite time of the day, enjoying the beauty from afar of the beautiful morning star.

Here before the dawn is where I enjoy the peace of the world, where angels dance, and there is a beautiful twilight romance

It is beautiful, peaceful and tranquil and paradise from the skies. I bask in such peace and wonder when the world has not yet woken, people have not yet opened up their eyes.

Silence and peace and beauty of nature are here for all to see, here is a glorious time to be awake, beauty of the day before dawn will always be the favourite time of the day to me.

This is a time most people of this world miss. I find this time spiritual and enchanting and peaceful.
It is a beautiful time just before dawn, where peace reigns before a new day is born.

The early morning starlight sky before the sunrise, is the most beautiful part of the day in my eyes.

I look up at the starlight sky of the morning is what I will miss of this world one day.
When I am gone from this beautiful world and can no longer stay. But I shall cross the night skies of the heavens above and flicker away

There are many paradises to be seen within this world and may most people awake to see this beautiful sight, when the morning is here but it is still the night, when the moon hangs in the early morning, giving the last of its beautiful moonlight.

It is the most beautiful in the early morning Autumn sky, when it is my favourite time of the year, enjoying the moon and the stars way up high, enjoying the morning star lighting up my eye

The beautiful part of the day just before dawn, the beauty and peace of the world before a new day is born….

Amnesty for all…

Now is the time for the world to share beautiful amnesty and for the people to be in peace together as one mankind.

Afterall everything people fight about is either propoganda of a picture painted yesterday of other people and countries and feuds from centuries and centuries ago.

Now is the time for the settlement of feuds from the past as non of these feuds and atrocities of the past was commited by anyone alive today.

We are all innocent and do not deserve to be punished for the crimes of those long since dead.

It is time for the modern day people who are alive and want our children to have a nice life to make a paradise of this planet where we can move forward together in harmony.

People dont have to be responsible for such actions of ancestors neither do they have to be sorry but we must all forgive and forget now and realize today is today and today is wonderful.

Amnesty is a great ideology. Feuds that people have in this modern day are led by people who dont entirely know what they are fighting for and have no personal issue with the people they fight. It is a feud merely implanted in them by others or by the propoganda of history.

The fact of the matter is we are here on Earth for little amount of time and feuds are not worth it.

The shaking of hands and good will to all people is much more of a powerful message.

Lets forget the sins of the past. Lets move forward and make new exciting chapters and enjoy all people and a peaceful planet.

May the world agree to Amnesty one day….

The Miracle of Life…

As I sit here in a dimly lit room as silence surrounds me and I am left alone with my thoughts. I often wonder how many other people have sat in this same position in history? How many more people have listened to the sounds of silence and the echo of dreams they once had now imprisoned by life?

How many people have wondered through the coridoors of an evening of their home struggling each day to survive and repeating the same day to day actions in order just to carry on?

Through my struggles is where I em educated to the beauty and miracle of life. Life is never easy which makes life rewarding.

I once didnt see my purpose in life or my own importance. I didnt think anything I did made any difference in life at all. But I was wrong.

Every thought and decision I make changes the future. The decisions I make change the life of my descendants either born or unborn. Within a moments thought or decision I can bring them into this world or make a decision and take another path of which they will never exist. Our decisions even the smallest ones are of massive importance and non of us realize how important we are.

People will live life and not believe in miracles etc but when they weigh up history and how fragile life is and how many wars and deaths there has been and how many decisions their ancestors had to make – the path to any of us being alive today is a massive miracle. Your ancestors and their choices led to us being alive and where we are in this world.

There are many of us who seek a purpose and dont see life as anything special. But life is so vulnerable and thats what makes it special.

How many decisions have we had to make in life? Even tiny ones that would of changed the course of our history and the whole future for us and our descendants. Decisions such as…should I go out tonight? What time shall we meet with people? Should I go on this course? Should I drive or walk.

All this makes a big difference. Because it changes who and how you will meet people where the chain of your ancestry will continue. It changes your destiny and your path and your final outcome. Every decision we made imagine if you had taken the other decision….

Imagine if you met the love of your life at 8pm somewhere by chance or through friends….imagine then you had chose to go there at 7pm or 9pm instead….everything would change….

Decisions I have made have led me to where I am today. But I often wonder where would I be if I had chose the other decisions.

What if I decided to stay in my old job. I would never of met all the people I am friends with now. I would never of progressed in the way I have and I would never of opened new doors for myself. I would of continued on a path to somewhere else…

So as I wander the house and sit in silence in a dimly lit room. I think I am blessed to of experienced the highs and lows of life and know the miracle of me being here….of all my ancestors going back to the dawn of time and their decisions by each and every one of them – led to me being alive. They are all involved. Every single one of them.

We must all embrace life and enjoy it. Because no matter what you do in this life it will always be a miracle. Everything you decide is shaping the future.

But the only reason I am here today – is because decisions and thoughts of my ancestors led them on a path to me being alive….

Kindness…

What is wrong with people these days? Why are we all wrapped up in petty little issues and feuds and squabbles over literally nothing at all when most of us fail to get with reality and remember that life is fragile and people are suffering with real issues.

Are we not all thankful enough that we have our health and our happiness?

Why are we being inconsiderate of what other people might be experiencing in their personal life while still trying to make their life harder and more difficult through squabbles and gossip and dislike.

Why do we as people focus on the flaws and weakness of others and try to punish others for their weakness?

I wish we lived in a world where compliments outnumbered complaints.

The day will come where we regret what we said and did to people over petty issues when a serious issue raises its head on people we seeked to find fault with.

It is often within the workplace that we decide to find fault. Where people will seek to bring down and destroy the health and happiness and emotions of others to better themselves in positions and in the eyes of others.

Is it too much to ask to just try and show kindness and focus on the light side of who we are? Kindness costs little but cruelty in the long term can cost us dearly.

The actions we take often reflect back towards us and the seeds of disharmony we plant grow and grow and grow and breath out air which suffocates our own life slowly.

But if we plant seeds of kindness the air we breath from the flowers which grow from these seeds give us lots of lovely air to breath and tremendous health benefits to mind and soul.

Hatred shall poison the feathers from our wings and make them fall but kindness shall see us fly high and not weigh heavy in the sky.

I wish people valued their time more on Earth and how valuable life is. I wish people embraced others in their peak and prime and with their health and enjoyed who they are. One thing I have learned in life is that no matter of age – people will not be here forever.

Does it make us a bad person to seek and see the bad in others and bring it to the surface? Why are people not digging below the surface of others to bring the good of them to the world. Why are people burying souls instead and hiding the good?

Perhaps when we bring out the bad points in people and tell people bad points of people is a form of murder.

Everyone has faults and flaws and this is life, no one is perfect so we as people must focus on the good in people rather than the bad and perhaps our lives and the world will be a much better place.

One day our souls will cross a beautiful meadow to paradise. Lets not have to look back at what we didnt do and regret the things we said that harmed others and wish we had said kind things. The day will come where we cannot return to do the good deeds we didnt do in life.

Lets all try to be kind to others. It is never easy but the things which are worth having never are and it is the hard things to do which bring the greatest of rewards.

May kindness purify our world….

Serving a purpose…

In life everyone is here for a reason. Even though no one knows the reason they are here for a purpose and to achieve that purpose.

No body is born by accident. Everyone is born with purpose and to achieve that purpose and to play their part in life and lead and help others on their journey.

The divine has planned it all beautifully. The divine doesnt make mistakes. The divine is powerful and wise.

Nothing is coincidence, everything that happens is for a reason and part of the divine pre-planned path of which we walk along. Everything we experience both good and bad is to lead us to an end goal.

Nothing is coincidence because everything is purpose. Coincidence is a guide and reminder and a leader to where you are to go next and to go there with a reason behind the message. Perhaps next time you have a coincidence we should look into it deeper and see if we can discover a reason.

Everyone in our lives is here for a reason and to play their small part in leading us and guiding us into a direction even though we didnt know it and they didnt know it at the time.

How many people have entered our lives and been the cause of a path of happiness that came? How many people have led us to new people and places which became us?

How many people have we met through other people who became so meaningful to our life? How many people got us into careers and helped us with our dreams etc?

I imagine all those in love and married or with children can identify that they met their one true love through another person who led their true love into their lives and then that person in some cases often left or does not play such a strong part anymore. People will say it was coincidence or a chance meeting. But people should accept that it is part of the path of destiny. The chain of events which lead you to where you belong and to your purpose.

I have served a purpose in many peoples lives. I have played a part in leading them to the happiness they experience today.

I have served the purpose of what I was meant to do and in many cases I am long since gone from their lives now and left them where I needed to leave them and they are somewhere now experiencing magic in their lives.

But I was part of the chain that connected their happiness. I led them along the path and showed them the gates of paradise. But I never went through the gates with them. My name wasnt on the list to enter through the gates with them.

Often people stay in our life a certain length of time and had the time been any longer or shorter we know we wouldnt of been where we are today…

They come into our life…and guide us and help us and their advice has led us to where we are today. Then that person fades a little when their purpose has been done….but had they faded earlier or stayed longer the love we have now or the dreams we achieved because of them…would never of happened. They came and went and played their part in destiny.

We often all play a bad purpose as well as a good purpose. But the bad purpose is just as necessary as the good as we walk along the path of the divine.

The bad scenarios which are cast are to strengthen people and educate them. The divine is the wisest of teachers and educators.

We often walk through sadness and hurt and bad times and people will lose faith but this is all for a reason. We must never lose faith in the divine and its grand plan. Hurt shall come and strengthen us, sadness shall educate us and love within us shall become stronger. The divine sails us through stormy seas to make us ready for our destiny.

At the time the bad experience hurts but in the long walk on the path of the divine the bad experience is a beautiful educator and opens our eyes to greater things and helps us identify our destiny.

Thats why we must learn to forgive. Because those who hurt us or played a bad part in our life was guiding us on our way of destiny to paradise. Paradise awaits us all and we just have to keep going until we arrive there.

I believe everything is mapped out for us by God. We have reason and purpose and belonging. We was placed here to furfill this purpose.

For example the whole way I am writing this now is through purpose probably to help others experience and open their eyes to what I believe to be true. To help them believe in the magic of miracles of life and beautiful purpose.

So how many of us have been part of someones lives and then faded slowly after you have led them to a new life or a new love and no longer fit in that life?

How many of us can say we met our true love through another person? Or through a random situation in a random place or scenario?

The path of destiny is not ran by chance but deep wisdom and wonder.

May we all live with a beautiful purpose and a great destiny…

Our creation….

In life one thing we all deserve is freedom and to be who we truly are and to live our life to our potential and who we wish to be.

Life is a beautiful oppurtunity for us all to experience that and become that of which we wish.

To discover others we must enter their worlds and discover the truth of them and who they truly are. We must discover the minds of others and beliefs of others before we judge it with hatred and bigotry.

Life is about developing our mind and our wisdom and our own opinions. We must never live off the opinions of others before we judge something ourselves.

If theres one thing I have discovered it is that so many of us are caged and hidden away in fear from doing what we want to do and being who we truly wish to be.

I often get the feeling that so many of us are spiritually locked away in a room desperate to get out of the locked door and into the world and be free and who we are. But so many of us remain trapped…

So many of us hide away and dont ever introduce our true self into the world. We never come out of the darkness and escape because of what others might think. We cage our truth away and keep it hidden.

But we must shine light on who we are and enjoy who we are and being what we wish to be.

Imagine that feeling of being totally free and doing everything you wish to do and being truly you and what you want…what an amazing feeling.

When you shut down on caring what others think the world is yours. You can become everything. You can find your paradise and show the world…you.

We must stop fearing the world which makes us be our own worse critic. Instead we must become our greatest supporter.

I emerge into the light of life more and more and escape the prison of society more and more and becoming more free.

If we educate ourselves to our own past that we didnt know we had – we discover a world of how we was created.

Life didnt begin for us from birth. This is a myth and we went through so many processes and so many changes within the womb. We was alive from only probably a few weeks concieved and probably more advanced than we are today.

The deep depth of our creation is wonderful. The changes we make to our bodies is fascinating. We are all girls by default to begin with. Before the Y chromosone kicks in and changes girls to boys.

Thats why men have nipples. Men upon their bodies have small traces of once being in girl form. We was created beautifully and in depth from each other and led to where we are today. Does any man truly question why he has nipples and no use for them?

Everyone has come from the same gender originally and just as we do in birth we do in creation. We come from female to male.

At the dawn of our creation female was female and male was female. Before male became female. Female was never male but male was once female.

Within everyone is a female somewhere regardless of what culture states.

The core and strength of life and humanity is the female path. We as men shall deny this but we play the smaller part overall in life.

So many people just see the surface of people and how they look but behind that person is a deep history and a deep creation of them and a beautiful process which has led them where they are today.

Life is a deep advanced beautiful path and we can be whatever we want to be. We must all embrace freedom and creativity and happiness and to let ourselves flow through life happy and who we really are.

Life is too short for people to hide away and not come forward and be themselves. You was created beautifully and what you feel you are you must become.

So now is the time to ask to yourself…who am I? Who do I wish to be? What do I wish to do with myself? And get out there and furfill the answers which spring to mind.

May everyone achieve their dreams and make the most of their own beautiful creation….

My Purification

I have made a decision to go on a quest of purification of my body and cleanse my body of toxins and poisons which I am exposed to everyday.

Junk food and drinks which we expose our bodies to are day by day slowly harmful and I have decided to go on a complete and total detox.

I have decided to do this by drinking only water and eating only fruits and vegetables and potatoes and remove all badness from within me. To remove the bad fats and oxidents within me and all drugs such as caffeine and alcohol.

I plan to remove the saturates and just fill myself with goodness. We have all been abusing our bodies day by day and dont realize the harm we are doing to our bodies.

There shall be no caffeine, no drugs such as medicines only nature flowing through me. I wish to cleanse my soul and my mind and body and wash away all the harmful poisons and radiations we take in constantly in the modern world.

Places such as McDonalds are giving us the worse kind of diet there is. Places like KFC are giving us saturated harmful fats and the worse kind of chicken meat from the worse kind of chickens. This for me has to end and I must cleanse my body of this.

There shall be no meat for I dont know where the meat I eat has come from or what the animal was fed or exposed to while it was alive or how it was treated and what kind of stresses was in its blood at the time of death.

I shall only eat what grows in Gods great garden such as fruit and vegetables and potatoes. Ones of which I can grow if needs be in my own garden if my months challenge works. Fruit and vegetables have the greatest of nutrients and the greatest of blood cleansing minerals and vitamins and anti-oxidents.

Afterall in this modern day how many of us are eating enough fruit and vegetables?

Drinks like coke are harmful and can rot metal within a day. This is a product strong enough to be a toilet cleaner and people are drinking it. Coke will strip our bodies of vital elements and minerals within our blood and weaken us as people.

So I will drink only water and cleanse my body with hydration. Water clears the kidneys and the liver. Water lowers our blood pressure and keeps the body cool.

Fruit, vegetables and water are beautiful nature and we must bask in these wonderful resources. They hold the key to health.

I shall not use the microwave as this for me in my mind gives me a small dose of radiation. This pollutes my food of which will poison me mildly.

I shall do this for a month and see the difference of how I feel. We as people in this modern world need to return a little more to nature and fruits and vegetables. We are no longer eating food but ‘food like’ products and causing ourselves to suffer even if we dont realize about it.

I wish for my blood and my body and mind to run clear like beautiful water of which will feed my mind and soul beautifully and keep them clean. I wish for purity and clearness of my vision within.

May I last the sacrifice for a month…

Awakening to God

Nobody ever notices you – but was always there, it took me years to release – you had been there all along.

But once I was awoken to your presence I seen you everywhere and within everything. Once all my senses was exposed to you – I seen the beauty you created within everything and everyone.

Within me developed this feeling of guidance and that I was never alone and that you monitored beautifully every detail that happened within my life. That every hardship I faced was a beautiful lesson given to me and every beautiful moment that I received was a beautiful reward given to me.

Once I was awoken to you, I had flashbacks through my life, to every moment and its significance, its purpose and its lesson. I understood every moment and why I was given the blessings I was given. Everything had become clear.

There was never a moment that was just me. Them moments in youth where I felt lost and alone and unwise I never actually was. Unknown to me at the time I was subconconciously searching for you. My soul seeked you and tried to constantly connect to you and my mind was slowly awakening. Then the day came where my mind discovered you, my eyes opened to you and I was almost a new born person and purified and my moral and spiritual compass pointed me in your direction. That I was being led with peace and truth and that I knew for the first time in my life exactly where I was going.

You created beautiful nature that surrounds me it is all perfect and beautiful, you created the miracle of life and people. Everything that exists is without fault.

The Earth is a miracle for us in its nurturing of everything and its amazing geographical location.

In life the end goal is often money, but in truth the end goal is you, the end goal is of love,family, peace and purification through kindness and truth.

The truth is hard for many to speak and identify and belong to and the truth can be hurtful for many because for many of us when we are born, we are born to a lie and live a lie and breath a lie. But there is nothing more beautiful than to awaken to the truth of you.

Life is not just as simple as living and dying. Life is not so simple as just living when we are born, when we first open our eyes little did we know that often they are still shut within and we must open our eyes through truth at some point.

May the eyes of many be opened and may they realize everything they have been taught on the path of life by you be noticed. May they realize the beautiful rewards that was given to them after hardship. May they realize the beautiful lesson of hardship and what it gave them and taught them and how they became wiser from such struggle. May they realize they was rewarded for their continue through these dark times by you. I have become stronger and wiser through my struggles. It was a beautiful lesson by the greatest of teachers.

We are given many opportunities in life to be the best we can be and life is a beautiful gift given by you, and in death there is no return to do the things in life we neglected.

Many doubt the soul exists within us, many dont believe in what the eyes cannot see, but many dont realize the soul sees and senses love and the eyes do not.

Many doubt of their souls existance despite the inner tuitions and senses and soul shuddering moments.

They believe they know better than you. They have been alienated from you, they exist within and accept a cruel cold world that everyone lives in as if it is the only way to live and they experience no peace, but they can be brought peace through being awoken to you.

Many in history have brought war and hate and blood and no peace, many dont seek discovery, but the day we all discover you is the day we can all have peace within ourselves and within this world.

The beautiful day came where you entered my life not through using my eyes but through my soul. Where you began to educate me not through words but through life and taught me more than anyone ever had in such little time in life.

There was a time I needed you and you came. Everytime I needed someone you shown up and wisened me with knowledge of what I had to do. You didnt force me or pressured me or convinced me, you merely cleared the fog of my mind to the path before me I had to take.

Within this world you are everywhere I go, I can see you through many different ways.

There are people who believe in themselves that they are better than everyone else and that they dont care for others and money matters most. They dont see you, they only see themselves and the impact they make, they dont believe in you, they believe they are better than you and many believe they are you – but no one shall ever be you, no one shall lead like you lead, guide like you guide and have kindness like you have.

I repent to you and I submit to you oh great one.

I believe and I follow and I work for you.

I believe in your work and project within this world and all those who have not awoken to you, shall be awoken to you when you show up to everyone bringing mass morality back to humanity and save us from the cold – through beautiful morality…