I stood before my friend, who at times has been my enemy, I looked into his eyes and they showed a broken man.
Tears drained from them down his cheek but he made no noise. He gazed back at me and said no words.
The love of his life had broke his heart, innocently she had found the love of a new man, and just like that she had left him, just like that she was gone, never to return.
Now all he was left with is memories, heartbreak and the tortured visions of the girl he loved with another man lay next to her in bed in his mind. He wanted be there and he wanted to be the one who held her. But just like that his dream was over.
He stood a broken soul, knowing she would marry elsewhere and have children with another man. For them three amazing years he had loved her so much. He adored her, she had been his guide, his light and he protected her and respected her. But time hadn’t stood still and life passed by and her destiny was sealed.
All he can do now is accept it knowing she preferred another man, that she makes love to another and it breaks his heart. He hadn’t always been perfect but he loved her deeply and honestly. He did his best for her to keep her safe. To him she was the most beautiful girl in the world.
He wasn’t all innocent himself. He had hurt her feelings once talking to another girl by caring for another. But it wasn’t a sexual interest just a close friendship but dangerous also. Still he hurt her but stayed to pick up the pieces and make her OK. But there was no one here now to pick up the pieces. He was alone injured like a soldier on a battlefield. I have never seen him so wounded. Maybe karma had struck.
His tears of sadness flow, his sleepless nights continue, his tortured mind replays images, his heart is in a billion pieces.
Before me is my friend, before me is his lost soul, missing the guidance she gave him, missing the words she said which he clung onto and believed in like no other.
His three amazing years with a girl he loved truly had come to an end and so had his world. For she was his world and she had saved him from darkness in the first place. Now he had to do the right thing and let her go. Let her be happy. Together they had experienced every emotion, anger, hate, sadness, jealousy, rage, but the love outweighed them all. But now it is over and he possesses only sadness.
What happens when love goes wrong? May my friend someday rise again