Beautiful Life

The beautiful early autumn mornings as winter draws nearer and nearer are filled with the crisp cold fresh air and the sounds of the sombre beautiful bird songs which echo through time. Nature settles down for winter and prepares for the oncoming Frost.

The days are short and sweet and the night is long and romantic. The coseyness of the orange glow of firelight and the low moon lighting up the skies as old man moon glows upon the world. Soon his glow shall sparkle on the frosty fields and trees.

How I adore the trees covered with snow, How I embrace the fields of white as I pass through the countryside. The closed gate of a farmers field and beyond the fence is natures most dangerous friend of snow glowing white in the cold night.

The cold brings a magic wind and memories of childhood. I remember gazing out of my window as a boy watching the snow. Hoping it will snow upon snow upon snow. I remember the magic of peeping out the window just for a glimpse of father Christmas. The magic of Father Christmas comes from within the faith he installs within us all.

Nothing in life is joyless. When you experience your last few breaths of life you realize everything in life was beautiful says the spirits. The whisper amongst the trees is life is beautiful and ancient and majestic.

There is no greater liberator of the mind and soul for gratitude. We arrived here in this world after our journey against millions of other sperm cells to our mothers womb. We are special, unique and the chosen ones – the ones who was blessed to see life and beauty and knowledge and wisdom through the short spell of beautiful life we travel through. Life was an advanced intelligence even before birth.

Life is a mystery, a gift and a goddess. Life is a beautiful creation. Those who say life is an accident need to look at the miracles which exist within their children’s eyes.

Through the cold fresh winter morning streets is kindness, compassion and humanity through out the people. There is kindred dreams and wishes through out the people of humanity. There is a world we share together in this time of which we must leave a beautiful world of peace, acceptance and kindness for our children to grow strong and stable and happy.

There is nothing more cruel, calm and deceptive than early cold winter mornings in nature, but nature gives us truths and the truth is the cruel cold winter brings a warmth from people and a togetherness and an atmosphere. It brings romance and golden times and memories. It gives us uncertainty and the reminder of the love we have for others who face the cruelty and danger of winter as they set off into the colds and the snows.

I love the feeling of covering my mouth and nose with a scarf which also covers my neck as I brave the cold and it keeps me warm and I can feel my warm breath.

Beautiful life is the most precious and beautiful of all gifts. There is beauty within everything. There is beauty from sunrise to sunset. From person to person. From conception to death.

I dont know exactly how many Summers and Winters I have left, but I must enjoy them all, I must respect the blessing I was given and face the danger and romance of life head on and go into the storms and the snowstorms happy and free of mind and soul because – Within everything – is beautiful life

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A meeting with a Vampire

This is the story of a policeman in London in 1994 and his encounter with a Vampire.

‘It was approaching Halloween and the nights was going cold and the nights was drawing in over London. There had been an increase in the deaths of young people in London found with strange markings on their bodies such as puncture marks to certain parts. So the belief was that a cult was on the rise in England.

I thought little of it until one certain night when I was doing a night shift. I had been sent to investigate a disturbance close by and the sound of a man screaming.

I arrived at the scene in my police car and got out to investigate. I headed down an alleyway and came out on a remote industrial area outside a small warehouse. The time was round about 3am. I flashed my torch everywhere and suddenly seen a man lying on the floor in pain. Stood over him was a figure with a Hood and as I flashed my torch it lit up the face of a woman and her eyes glew blood red and she moved away quick. I flashed my light around and there was no one around.

The man got to his feet and quickly stumbled off in shock covered in blood. I asked him if he was ok and he nodded but got in his car parked across road and drove away.

I heard a noise behind me and the sounds of someone whispering. I set off down the path further into the remote area.

The moon shone a little helping me see and a shadow was cast. A woman flew towards me at speed knocking me over. I got up quick but my torch had rolled away. The woman came again and threw me across the yard far.

I seen her and she moved in a flash. There was long dark hair coming out of her black hood and the moon made her look pale.

I got my baton out to protect myself but she attacked me non stop and I dropped my baton to the floor.

She grabbed hold of me by my neck and lifted me up with one hand.She had some immense strength. She was almost playing with me.

She dropped me to the floor and I began crawling away. She pulled me back and threw me in another direction as if I was a toy.

There was a small cage near by used for forklift truck drivers. I stumbled into that quick and slammed the cage shut and wrapped the chain around and sealed it. She came to the cage fast and stared at me in the face through the bars. Her eyes was dark red and her hair black and skin pale. Her mouth was covered in dark red blood. She looked at me and began shaking the cage and bars. But she struggled to move the bars. She rattled the cage back and two and became more and more desperate. After a few minutes of this she stopped and seemed to become weaker and weaker and whispered what sounded like ‘blood need it’ faintly. She turned and flew off away from me but stopped and then fell to the floor in a heap.

I watched wondering if I should get out of the cage. After a couple of minutes in my own pain from injuries I left the cage and walked slowly over to the figure lying in a heap on the floor. Her hands moved a little but she had become almost unconcious and weak.

I stood over her and removed the Hood. There was a girl under the hood with dark lips. She was freezing cold and her eyes flickered slowly open and shut. She looked at me and her eyes were changing from dark red to black. I got my torch but my radio had been broken.

She reached her hand out to me again and it shuddered. I decided I had no choice but to help her….

Blood ran from my fingers from an injury and I let it drip from my fingers into her mouth. Her tongue lapped it up and she re-gained strength but not alot. She got stronger and stronger as I fed her. I picked her up and carried her to my car to get her to hospital. I put her in the back of the police car and began driving. I reported it in over my radio. I looked in my rear view mirror and she was sat upright in the back staring at me. I looked at the road and back again and she was gone…..

It wasn’t until the next night I seen her again…

It was 3.30am and I was driving down close to Tower Bridge on my way back to the station when suddenly before me on the road she appeared before me and I had to emergency stop. She floated in the air about 3 inches off the floor and her hood and cloak covered her with only her mouth showing. I sat and gazed at this creature and she flew off down an alley. I parked the car and wondered if I should walk down after her…I decided to do so….

The alley took me onto a balcony overlooking the Thames with Tower Bridge on my left…. The moon shone bright and it was a quiet night.

I could see the hooded figure before me facing away from me overlooking the river. I approached slowly and she didn’t move and I stood next to her about 6 feet away. My heart beat was fast. She was motionless and didn’t move and she had a fixed gaze.

‘What are you?’ I asked.

Her head turned towards me and the moon lit up her face.

‘Vampire, Witch, Demon maybe all three’ she said.

‘Why are you here and what is it you want and why are you out all night like this?’ I asked.

‘The day is bright and blinding. The sun shall only blind and burn you, but the night and the moon are beautiful and peaceful’ she replied

‘Why have you killed them people? Innocent people. You surely shouldn’t be alive surely you should die’ I said.

‘I shall die when love dies, when the curse of love over mankind has been broken. Afterall it is love who made a monster out of me. The people I seeked and killed are those who brought heartbreak just as I was once exposed to. Love is only pain and suffering and dependance. Love is hell and people in love are enslaved and blinded to the truth just like the sun blinds them so does love’ she said.

‘You cannot go round killing people. It is cruel and evil. Where are you from? ‘ I asked.

‘I love and crave and desire blood. It is my own need. My only fixation to survive. Oh beautiful blood’ she said.

‘How is it you still exist? ‘ I asked.

‘Over the years people have feared me. Yet they go church and drink a symbol of the blood of Christ. Just like what I do – drink blood. I have been told of many Gods. So which one of the so called Gods sentenced me to such a dark destiny?’ she said.

‘Please stop it all. I beg you’ I said.

‘I would like to thank you for saving me. You are the first person I have spoken to since the second world war. I wish you no further harm and I won’t kill humans no more’ she said.

‘I helped you because I seen a human in you, humanity and nature and a person’ I said.

‘Kindness I have never experienced.I have been dead since 1664 and felt no warmth. It is rare in life and is like a drug people become addicted to when it is shown rather like blood’ she said

‘Look I am scared of you. I have no idea what you are or why you are here but this has to stop. It is evil to continue such actions’ I said.

‘And what is evil? Evil is the way of life. I kill for a purpose, for survival even though I am the undead. Whereas the land of the living is day to day evil such as wars and hate and murder and abuse of children. Mankind is true evil. People preach love but love is a curse. I hate love. Love breaks people and changes who they are and corrupts their mind and dreams’ she said.

‘Love is a beautiful act between two humans beings. Everyone seeks love and to be happy. It is lifes way’ I said.

‘Love is of one person controlling the mind of another. People say I am evil but it is not me taking over the mind of another and bewitching them and toying with their emotions. To depend on another who is not of your blood is insanity of mankind’ she said. She gazed at me powerfully.

‘Soon is another sunrise and the light but really it is darkness of many hearts. It is a dark world. The light only fades and dissapears whereas darkness is eternal. Darkness is beautiful, mysterious and suffocating’ she said.

‘There is nothing as beautiful as sunrise, a new day and a new start’ I said.

‘No one makes a new start, they just do the same things, ignorance of the suffering and of war and famine. As long as they are OK they forget the rest. People want everything and to leave people with nothing. Greed is mankind. Cruelty is within the living who pretend they live in the light and follow the light where the majority show no light only darkness whereas I exist in the darkness and see only the light of the peaceful moon and of the beautiful stars’ she said.

‘There are good people, they seek true and eternal love and happiness. Life is beautiful’ I said.

‘There are no good role models only bad ones in life. Only in death can love be eternal. There is no happiness in life when you life to pay bills and be enslaved by the rich and enslaved by love. There is no happiness and no freedom only pity’ she said.

‘I must go now it will soon be dawn and I can only exist in the night. You will not see me again and I promise not to kill again as a pact to you after you helped me’ she said

She turned and her eyes went red and she smiled a little.

She flew off over the Thames river and into the shadows….

I never seen her again and the killings stopped…..

The future for you

I often look at you and think many things. Such as what will your life be like? What will you become? Will your life be filled with happiness and love? Who will you marry and will you be happy? What is written in the stars for you?

For you eras will end, dreams will end but new beginnings shall arise.

Challenges shall come and challenges shall be overcome. Each struggle shall bring you strength and wisdom.

I shall never forget the beautiful years of innocence I shared with you. How them eyes sparkled and how everything was wonder and how to me you are and was amazing.

These years have been some of the best years of my life and they will stay with me forever. You are as important as oxygen and light up my world like the sun.

I promise to always protect you and to die for you if I must. Afterall some things are so precious they are worth dying for.

When I am gone will you remember me fondly and wisely? May God grant me the honour of watching over you still.

May the world bless you with opportunity and greatness and wisdom. May you take all the chances you deserve.

Always remember to do whats right, so you won’t have to worry about consequences. May you always keep an inner peace which brings freedom.

May you grow to be old and grey. May you be surrounded by the love of many children and grandchildren.

May you find true love and may it last forever….

An Alien Abduction

The daylight began to fade as night began to fall. I was sat with my friends in the forest and we began to calm down a little. It was a day just like any other. Suddenly there was a loud noise and a light from above appeared over the trees. Me and my friends paniced and ran in different directions. Thats when I got seperated and became along amongst the trees.

I could still hear the loud noise in the sky and the light shining around me. Then before me stood three white beings. They were similar size to me but thinner. They stood there and looked at me.

I turned and ran away panicing quick but there was more beings. They circled me and I was trapped. The beings all stared at me and I went fainty and fell to the floor.

I awoke lying down. I couldn’t move and my arms and legs were tied down. Two of the beings stood on one side and two on the other side of me. They all stared at me and then they injected me in the belly button. They had eyes like mine and hands. They had a mask over their noses and mouth.

One of the beings shone lights in my eyes which were bright and blinding. They attached strange devices to my fingers and toes.

The beings were far more advanced than me and spoke in a language I could not understand. There was a strange beeping noise from the side of me every second.

Then they began rubbing strange creams on my skin. They sprayed me with strange smells and put some in my eyes. My eyes watered lots of the strength of a chemical in the spray.

The creams itched and burned a little. They studied it and looked at what it was doing. One sprayed water in my mouth.

Then they injected me in the mouth and forced my mouth open shining a light into my mouth and looking at my teeth.

Then they cut me open and left me in pain experimenting on my stomach. The pain was intense. But the beings didn’t care. They had a purpose to do it and didn’t care for me. Then they injected me again in the hand and I fell asleep.

I awoke later in a room. There was a bed and some food. There was a window and three of the beings stood on the other side of the glass staring at me. They never stopped watching and talking in an alien language to me. They never moved or took their eyes off me for ages.

I ran to the window angry but electric went through my body and threw me backwards. I sat down sad and began to eat the fruit. I was hungry but my stomach hurt a little from being cut open.

I ate and after a while I watched the beings back. They watched non stop.

Then one of the beings did body language. I watched the being and he did it again. I copied him with his right hand in the air. He stopped once I did it and he then waved a hand about of which I copied. He looked at the other two beings. Then they turned away and the room went dark. I was sat completely in the dark with a tiny light. I was lonely and scared and didnt know where I was.

The next thing I know was I was back in a strange object moving very fast. Then I was dropped ten foot to the floor of where they found me and it hurt my bones. I lay on the floor in pain. It went all dark and quiet and I stood up and wandered in the direction of home.

I approached home and wanted a drink. I had no idea at what had just happened to me. I headed for a drink when I met a friend.

‘I heard you was abducted by them humans. I have heard of these creatures. They sometimes come and go and abduct and experiment on us’ said my friend.

I had heard of these humans before.

I gazed into the water and in the reflection staring back at me – was a Chimpanzee….

Back in the womb…

How often do we as people truly look after ourselves and monitor the beat and rate of our heart? The most vital organ we have which keeps us alive how often do we know exactly what it is doing?

Last night I had a bath and I lay in the water with only my face showing and ears covered by water and I could hear my own heartbeat and its rhythm. It felt great and peaceful and it was almost like being in the womb. I was at peace and had no stress and felt good. It was a form of meditation. I could hear no sounds apart from water and faint muttered out distant soundwaves. All I could hear was the rhythm of my heart. It was beautiful.

But when I stopped I suddenly felt like I had re-entered a world of sin, suffering and suffocation where the search for peace and relaxtion like that is a constant desperate seeking. I suppose that must be what its like when you are born.

We live in the beautiful waters of the womb where we feel so safe. There are no real sound of the modern world and our most comforting sound is that of a gentle heartbeat. The comfort and relaxation and endless peace engulfs us.

We begin in the sacred beautiful womb. A world of peace, protection and paradise.

But when we are born we enter a world which is not so safe and the noises are endless stress whether we realize it or not and we are in a constant desperate need to find brief moments of peace which is hard for us all to find. The world is hectic and busy and we dont have the chance or time to re-connect with our own nature and our own bodies natural rhythm.

We must all make time to re-connect with our heart and energies and nature. We must re-connect with the pulse of our life which runs through our veins and make sure it is flowing free and beating well. How well do we truly know ourselves if we don’t engage and listen to ourselves? There is a deep ocean of knowledge within us. You would listen to your body if it was in pain so why do we not listen to our heart? We must know ourselves 100% and look after ourselves.

We was once in total peace and paradise and we will someday return to such a place but we must find that peace as and when we can.

How often in this manmade world do we truly have and know peace?

Peace is the nature of us, peace was within the womb, peace is in nature and humanity and listening and sounds and even the silence of nature. Here is peaceful energies which we desire.

Life is a journey from peace to peace…..

If Girls Were Stars…

If girls were stars
then you would be the brightest, most beautiful in the night sky
Shining up way up high,
the only one visible to my eye

If girls were stars
Then I would gaze up all night,
basking in your beautiful light
the most wonderful beautiful sight
dreaming of you tonight

If girls were stars
then I would want to float into space
and give you a warm embrace
seeing nothing as beautiful as your face

If girls were stars
then you would shine upon me
lasting for eternity
and your beauty is all I can see

If girls were stars
Id travel to the other end of the universe,
just to be with you
These feelings for you are so diverse

Id travel through Space and time
no matter what distance
Just to make you mine

I would gaze at you all night
In all darkness my beautiful light,
oh my beautiful baby
I just want to be with you all night
and just like a star
I watch you from afar
Blessed with you in my life tonight

My Trip to Devon

I have just returned from Devon in south England. I never knew Devon was so beautiful and amazing.

Luckily for me this week just happened to be during a rare heatwave in the UK which reached 30 degrees and made the holiday more enjoyable. The seaside and beaches were just like being abroad. The beautiful blue Waters gently lapping against amazing beaches.

On my travels I visited Ilfracombe. Ilfracombe is a small town with an amazing Harbour, beautiful views and a great history. The edge of the pier is popular with kayakers and rowers and windsurfers just off the pier. The waters were calm and peaceful. The locals were happy and content with their home.

Upon the top of a Hill in Ilfracombe harbour is an old church dating back to 1300. It is an ancient house and a chapel with amazing sea views. It must of been a great isolated beauty spot in history to of once lived in.

Ilfracombe ia definately worth a visit if you ever travel to Devon. Here is a very English feeling and a deep beautiful surviving English culture. There is a beautiful fishing town and wonderful views to experience. The town centre is fantastic with beautiful coves and churches to view.

Out to sea overlooking the Coast is the statue of a pregnant woman raising a sword symbolising truth and justice in Britain. This has to be one of the nicest places I have ever been a recommend it to anyone to visit.

The winding roads of the coast presnt you with much of Englands green and pleasant lands and the mix of nature and history. Castles and monuments scattered around beautifully and flying the union Jack.

Woolacombe also has plenty of beautiful views and amazing Sandy beaches. Woolacombe sands beach is the most famous popular beach in Devon for its vastness. Here are beautiful coastal roads overlooking the vast blue sea.

This is a picture below of a coast road on the way down the hill towards Woolacombe sands. The view was breath taking and just as beautiful as anywhere else in the world.

I love being by the sea, the waves lapping against the shore is like an echo of time and has done the same for eternity. Holidays are amazing times and a reminder that life is for memories.

This is a picture of a rock pool close to the sea in Croyde Bay. The water is beautiful and completely clear and warm. There are many rock pools when the tide is out scattered on the beaches of Croyde Bay. The rock pools in some places are warm as there is no fresh water so the water is great to paddle or sit in. The rock pool in this picture reached just below knee level.

I love sunset over the coast. It is a beautiful mix of colours and it is calm and peaceful. There isn’t alot on the horizon to hide the sinking sun as he makes himself scarce for the moon to shine. The red skies flickered across the coastal sky wonderfully.

Above is a picture of what looks like the sun in a sunset but it is infact the moon. Sadly it didn’t turn out as well on my phones camera and look amazing as the scene was in person. The moon danced in the red skies of sunset.

Within the westcountry of England is so much amazing wonder and culture to witness. Beautiful houses on clifftops overlooking the vast beautiful seas which surround England.

How I shall miss the beautiful blue waters as I return to my reality and real life. How the calmness filled me and relaxed me at the seaside. How I shall miss the wonderful Westcountry and its echantment.

If you are heading south to Devon there is a great farm shop services on the M5. It is built into a Hill and has nice places to sit outside. On a day of blue skies and warmth everything is wonderful and everywhere is great to be at. Places are enjoyable and the people we meet are much happier.

This is a picture of the nice view round the back of the farm shop with a nice waterfall.

Overall my holiday was a success and Devon is a beautiful place in England that I recommend to anyone to visit. This lovely are of Britain shows a true reflection of England both past and present and is an English paradise.

Sadly holidays come to an end but the places and people remain in the memories of others forever. Moments and holidays last a lifetime and may we all enjoy them.

My rating: 4/5