London bridge attack

Yet again evil strikes our streets. How can such evil still be allowed to walk our streets free? How many more evil eyes and hearts wander amongst us? Where will be next? We need action and we need it now. 

This is another disgusting act of evil. Running people over in a van, walking into bars and restaurants and stabbing innocent people of which one person in the face is evil beyond words. Seven people have died innocently. How can anyone believe this is right?  The government is failing to protect the people of this country. 

No matter how many cobra meetings the government have thats not enough. We need action. Get the soldiers in and remove this evil from our streets immediately. This is a war we are facing here against brutal evil. We must act quick before more lives are lost before more terror happens. Anyone who is a terror suspect remove them. You dont get a label like that for no reason. 

When will the government stop being so weak?  They are failing the british people. They are not keeping them safe. They are scared to act in case it upsets people. But what about the griefing parents of Manchester?  The griefing relatives of London?  What about their hurt and pain and loss?  What about the future relatives pain and upset when future attacks happen?  The government needs to stop being so weak. These people, this evil is here not to divide us but kill us. 

Our grandparents didn’t fight for this. This isn’t a world they risked all for. Many British hearts didn’t die for us to live in fear. They fought for us to be free. For us to walk the streets of anywhere in the UK without fear. Honour their memory and dont let their sacrifice and fight be in vain. We must act now and save more lives. Now is the time to stop this. Before its too late. Stop it immediately. Protect our island – whatever the cost may be. 

Ancient London bridge a massive symbol of London and its history has been infiltrated by evil once again. Mother England is once again weeping. May British hearts be strong. May they stay safe and free. May the government bring an end to this evil. May love once again be the greatest of all commandments.

Mother England demands it,  our English ancestors cry for it – stop the evil amongst us, stop the terror amongst us,  end the terror. Rule Britannia

May the victims rest in peace… 

The beauty of marriage

Marriage – a beautiful commitment between two souls. Where love is shown at its strongest and most powerful. 

For most of my life I never have believed in marriage. I thought it was an outdated insitution and a religious ceremony of years gone by which should of been banished to history. I believed it favoured woman traditionally over a man. In England marriage became less and less as had religion. I was one of these English people who had decided marriage wasn’t for them. 

That is of course until one day – when your eyes see the most beautiful girl who ever lived. Who changes all your dreams and desires and goals in life and you know you just have to have her. That you want to marry her. The only girl you will ever want to marry. 

That this perfect girl has to be yours truly with the ultimate commitment. That you want to be stood waiting for her to come walking towards you on your wedding day and you turn to see the most beautiful girl in the world coming towards you to marry you and be your wife and share your life forever. 

You know she has the most amazing beauty,  most amazing heart and eyes and hair and soul which you could never find anywhere else in the world and you just want her as your wife. She’s your bestest friend also in all the world and you know you would die to save her and be with her forever. 

Marriage holds beauty in the holding of hands with your one true love,  the exchanging of vows of devotion and dedication to one person forever. The beauty of commitment and love. Marriage is where dreams and families are brought together and where love can grow stronger between two people as their dreams mix together as one. There’s not much more beautiful in this life than such a vow. 

So if you have someone like that make sure you marry them and love them and be safe in the knowledge they are yours and commited to you forever and sleeps in your arms every night. Do the right thing by her and give her that show of love. Put that ring on her finger and devote to her forever. 

I want to stand before her and confess my undying love for my one true love and commit and devote to her forever before the eyes of God. I want her to be mine and love me forever. She’s the angel of my lifetime. 

This applies to everyone in every religion. Marriage is a beautiful loving ceremony. Its a new beginning for love amongst two people and hearts joined together. Its where a man has a reason for living. Knowing he has to live just to love her and be near her. Romance is beautiful in a wedding and a joining of a marriage. 

So if you have a special someone make sure you win her heart and marry her. Because imagine the devastation that you didn’t – and she became someone elses girl and the girl that you love is marrying someone else and loves him and is commiting to him forever. The thought of that is a painful hurtful one. Dont lose that oppurtunity and go for it and win her heart and make sure she is yours for if you do not then you face devastating emotion and hurt and pain forever. The hurt of knowing the dream is over and she can never be yours. 

You will be sat there thinking – I loved her, I wanted her, I needed her,  she belonged to me and your heart is in many pieces. So dont risk losing her,  dont lie or cheat or mess her around or break her trust. Keep her on the path of truth and devotion. If she’s your one true love bask in her beauty and foresake all others. 

So before its too late marry your one true love and live in eternal happiness and love forever. Never take it for granted she will be yours if you dont make the effort. Always show her you love her. Never give up on your love especially if she loves you. A womans love is strong and true to a man and without question dedicated to a man she loves. So if you have the love of a woman make sure your love is pure in return. 

So there was a time when I thought marriage was a thing of the past and living together was the future. But perhaps this is a little more primitive and less moral than marriage. Where is the joy and true commitment of love in just living together? 

I believe now marriage is the future for us all and to live within love deeply. To devote deeply and cement a nice beautiful love and family together. What beautiful values there is within such a ceremony. 

So imagine standing there before the person you love in a beautiful place vowing to love the person you love forever before people you love and care about and who love you also and re-joice in your happiness of love. What a beautiful day. 

In my eyes marriage is beautiful and the source of all true love. The union of love and the walking together into paradise. 

I wish you all a long happy beautiful marriage. You may now kiss the bride…. 

An Angels wing

Once upon a time my grandmother told me that when you find a white feather in your path an angel is near. Your guardian angel contacting and guiding you. 

I have heard this theory a few times over the years from different people and always put it down to superstition or an old wives tale etc and that its just the feather of a bird and that people were being silly. 

But recently I had my first encounter with this mystic white feather. 

I had been thinking alot lately of my grandmother who had passed on a few years ago. She had been entering my dreams etc for a short spell and reminding me of her. I wondered if she was ok wherever she was or even if she was anywhere. At times my faith is tested and at times I will be sceptical of God etc.  

Recently was one of them times where I had been sceptical of the existance of God and had a spell of trying to detatch myself and see what it felt like – to live in a world for what it was. No God,  no divine,  no spiritworld, nothing but humans wandering round on a planet existing and that we was alone. It started off strong… 

Then the dreams began of relatives passed over, of nana talking to me in her home, or sat in mums chair etc. They werent unusual dreams they were just normal dreams nothing special but the people in them had returned at a certain point.  Luck also faded slightly and finances and job became harder in a few brief days. Luck went against me etc. 

So just when I seeked a source of comfort it happened. Almost divinely it came to me. I pulled up on mums drive in my car and got out. I stood there and there was no wind and was a peaceful day when suddenly before me fell – a white feather. 

It drifted slowly to the floor and landed at my feet. I stood there and looked at it. It was a beautiful pure white feather and I had no idea where it came from. I picked it up and looked at it. It was pure white. I wondered what kind of a bird it could of come from?  Usually seagulls have grey or dark grey or blue tints on the end and there isn’t many of them where I live either.  It was brilliant white. Thats when I remembered the superstition and the myth of the white feather. Where did this feather come from? 

I have always since growing up been unsure of religion and never really followed it.  I never studied it etc. I never believed in mermaids and fairies and goblins etc and I placed angels in this category but in my mind I always believed in God and Ghosts etc. 

This was a fascinating insight into spiritual beings we are all told about through our lives. Where had this feather come from? 

It was brilliant white something like you would expect to see on an angels wings. 

Whether it was an angel close by or not or my guardian angel I shall never know but either way it was a source of comfort for me and was nice and felt happy because I felt like I was being looked after. I imagined my guardian angel. It gave me comfort and a love feeling. Was I being protected by a spiritual being helping me through life? I imagined the beautiful white wings of an angel. 

Once before I have believed I experienced an angel many years ago. I was in bed and at a low in my life. I didn’t know what to do. I was lost and alone and worried and scared. I lay in bed sad and alone. Thats when I felt a warmth take over me. I suddenly felt guidance and answers and a way forward and more at peace. It was beautiful. I felt like I had been touched by an angel. Perhaps people will say it is in my imagination who knows but whatever happened it helped me move forward. 

There could be other explanations etc and I am not someone who jumps to conclusions and immediate answers of the divine. Maybe there was a good explanation. But the idea of an angel worked for me and made me feel comfort. It helped me rise again and have direction. 

Oh at times when I am at a low how I wish I had an angel,  how I hope I do have a guardian angel who can protect me and guide me and keep me from hurt and pain and sadness. May they lead me to safety and keep me from harm and heartache. May they help me to do the right thing and help my life be the best it can be despite the pain and the sadness at times we will suffer. At times we will all be at a low. But may the angels help us rise again and guide us to a little piece of heaven on Earth that we all crave and need and want.

So may the white feathers fall close by us all,  May the divine let us know they are there with us. 

I dont believe I am blessed. No more than anyone else. Perhaps the signs are always there for us all to see. But perhaps at times with our busy lives we fail to notice. 

Do I believe in Angels… I would like to say yes

Bullying hurts

In all walks of life and in all ages bullying exists. We all know someone or have experienced ourselves evidence of bullying. Bullying hurts them who are the victims deeper than the bully will ever know. 

In my own experience of bullying it was a year which caught me alone. I was 11 years old and it was my first year of my new school. I hardly knew anyone at all and didn’t make friends easy because I was shy. 

Unfortunately I became the victim of a series of bullying for almost a year. This was extremely difficult for me as a young boy as the two people who bullied me were girls. I dont know why they chose me and I dont know what they wanted. I think had I been bullied by two boys it would be different as I could of handled it better. If needs be by combat to sort it out and draw a line of respect. But when its two girls that option is not there. I didn’t know what to do or how to handle it. All I could do was take the abuse and suffer it and carry on. The name calling and the insults really hurt more than physical bullying. It gets to the soul and emotion and upsets you more. Physical wounds will heal but emotion and psychological wounds are permanently damaged. 

Whenever I had to walk past them they would block me with their legs if they were sat down and once or twice one kicked me. Another time they blocked me in a coridoor and showered me with insults and anger. The whispering about you and laughing with others looking at you and the turning of people against you is sore. They say sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me but trust me they do. Sticks and stones hurt your bones but words harm the heart and soul. Words can bring a person to their knees and break hearts. 

I dont know if at the time they knew they were bullying me etc and realized it and have probably long since forgot about it but for me it scarred me and I have took it from that time with me my whole entire life and will come with me the memories to my grave. 

I was once sat on the stairs at home sad re-living the words one evening after seeing them. My mum asked if I was ok because I looked sad and I said I was fine. I never told anyone and kept it to myself. There was nothing no one could of done. Telling the teacher would be pointless as it would spread my ridicule and embarrassment and humiliation further. I suffered and I suffered alone in silence. What is a boy supposed to do against two girls?  

It made me insecure and feel ugly, weak and pathetic and had no confidence in myself. I felt like nothing and just terrible and lived in fright of going school. The bullying wasn’t always happening. It wasn’t relentless but I think a big part of bullying is the dread you feel of knowing you have to face them and when you see them in school your heart sinks. 

I am just glad that when I was 11 the internet basically didn’t exist. Had I been on facebook etc I think they would of cyber bullied me. That would of infiltrated my house. Home during this time was my safe haven where I felt secure. 

Anyway something in their friendship must of changed as the bullying one day just stopped and over time I forgave one of them as I think secretly she had fancied me and became nice to me over the years but the other I shall never forgive. She was the ring leader and the ruthless one. Even at times when I seen her over the years I remember that dread feeling. The upset I had because of her and the damage she had done to me. But I know now as the person I am today that now I would eat them for breakfast as I am much stronger now. 

It made me insecure and anxious and shy of people and at such a young age for a boy when I should of been mixing with girls and learning about the opposite gender it made me shy away. It made me panic incase it happened again and had no confidence in myself and a belief girls wouldn’t like me. 

I suppose maybe they didn’t know they were bullying me or torturing me the way they did and victimising me. I know my experience was probably minimal and people go through alot worse and I cant imagine what people must go through. What I went through was more than enough and I suppose it could of been worse but it was enough to damage me. Life can be cruel and people can be changed forever through bullying. 

When you live through bullying and come out the other side you are stronger and smart and more aware. You must never let them win. There was times they nearly broke me. But in fact they made me. They made me the person I am today. 

I think Bullys are usually insecure of themselves and reflecting attention away from their own downfalls and weaknesses. I think cyber bullys are cowards who need to grow up and discover true emotion and experience life and people and hurt and love. They need be secure in themselves. 

So I thank my bullys for making me stronger and smarter with a deeper soul. They made me the man I am today. 

Sadly I think bullying willl always exist and victimisation etc but if you are in these situations then fight on and smile through and be true to yourself and walk on. For there will be a brighter day. Without suffering we will never know happiness when we find it. 

Also if you are tormenting or teasing someone consistantly remember it might be a bit of fun to you which soon will be forgotten but to the victim it is something they won’t forget and carry the sadness, anger, upset, worry and torture with them for the rest of their life and have been scarred by your actions. 

I have never told anyone this of that year but writing this blog has helped lift a weight off my soul and helped me bring closure… 

The United Mankind

Mankind,  we are regarded as the smartest species on the planet so why are we so divided?  Why are we doing terrible things to each other?  This is not the way forward. 

I want to stop the divide of people,  lets unite people. We are humanity together. We should not have to be building walls and borders to keep others out and keep mankind apart. What kind of a smart species wouldn’t co operate with each other and co-exist? Life is too short for feud and racism. Perhaps fascism and racism can be pushed out through education. 

Soon the day we shall see,  when all of mankind possesses total amnesty. 

Uprise mankind, lets abolish the divides between us, lets put an end to racism. Afterall we all have different skin and eye and hair colours. We are all different and lets see that as a good thing. 

Lets abolish hatred of other countries and lets eradicate xenophobia, for national history may state we are different,  yet our genetic history tells the true tale, nature didnt create nations,  and the blood in all our veins runs the same colour. 

No one truly has English or Irish or Arabian blood for we all possess one blood – human blood.

No matter where in this world someone is from they are capable of being your best friend. We all have things we share in common from far east to far west. 

Why should we focus on everyone’s differences? Lets not focus on the negative bad minorities of culture,  but focus on the good within the majority. 

Why be predjudice of others? They are someone’s son or daughter. No one wants their child discriminated against. I was born left handed I didn’t choose to be, nature chose this for me.  Why be prejudice against those who are different in their ways and looks? I was born with blue eyes of which I had no choice. Why be prejudice against sexuality when they were born like this and had no say in being so. It was nature who chose this so why go against nature? Afterall nature created you the way you are. We are all nature. 

Come together mankind lets no longer hate, for wheres the joy in hate? Lets see the good in everything and everyone. Lets see the good in all. For surely the good will outweigh all bad. Life is too short to suffer negatives and evil and hate,  when a smile is so much more powerful. 

Together as one and as humanity,  we can end poverty and we can end hunger. The true enemy of mankind is hunger. 

Lets destroy divides and alliegances which seperate us, afterall these differences wont be seen in heaven, would the angels discriminate against themselves? And surely the demons of hell do not care for our differences either. For we are all the same,  we are mankind lets work together for the glory of mankind for the progression of this humanity. 

Where is the joy in bombs and killing others?  For surely the true joy is when a baby is born,  the miracle of life,  which hangs by a thread from the moment we are concieved. We are all so lucky to be alive so lets make the most of it. Those you claim to hate or have an issue with,  they are miracles of life just like you,  they share this time with you,  they are your brothers and sisters of which can help to change the world and help change your life if we all work together. 

They live on this Earth we all share and walk the same soil and breathe the same air. Why hate them? Why not shake the hands of them who are alive with you? Beautiful life.We only get one shot and one chance. Make the most of it. Let humanity win. Let the future generations experience peace. 

Why make money your personal goal and let money and corruption blind you to true humanity?  You are only as rich as the person lying next to you in the cemetry afterall. 

Id give up all my money if I was on my deathbed if it meant I could live,  even if I was the poorest man alive,  as long as I am alive. 

Hate is a human emotion we cannot escape but it is not as powerful as the emotion of love. Love is the master of all human hearts. Use this wisely and love as much and as many as you can in many different ways. Hate has only one face but love has many forms and faces. Love can save this world. 

I personally believe that if there is good people everywhere in all four corners of the world. Filled with good people who all want the same thing – love,  family,  health and happiness and to live in peace. This is the same for everyone in all religions and races and continents. We all share the same dream. We all want our children to go to bed and sleep safe and snug at night. 

Come on humanity lets unite. Lets be one, for the glory of humanity

A broken heart

A few weeks ago I visited Prestatyn beach in North Wales. I go here quite often I find it quite relaxing especially around dinner time of an evening towards sunset. There are a few people about walking the dogs on a nice walk. Its quite reflective. 

But one evening I was greeted by the sounds of something I dont hear often or at all – a grown man crying his eyes out….

I sat on the steps overlooking the beach and the sea. Behind me was the car park. I sat gazing out to sea enjoying the sunset when I heard a noise behind me which alerted me. The sound of sobbing. I turned round and seen a man sat in his car. He had his hands over his eyes. At first I thought he was rubbing his eyes. I looked back out to sea again. Then I heard sobbing again. 

I turned round to see the man crying heavy. Tears ran down his face and he wiped them away. He gazed at his phone and burst into tears again. He wiped them away but the tears fell fast. 

I paused as it was one of them moments where I didn’t know what to do. Should I go and see if he is OK?  Or is that intruding on his grief? I decided to leave him to grieve alone. Im not one for sharing troubles so I decided not to interfere. 

He sat and looked round the place and his emotions settled for a minute. He checked his phone and once again began to sob. 

What could reduce a man to such tears?  I could tell this wasn’t an argument. This man had very recently suffered a tragic loss. As he was alone I assumed he had just lost his girlfriend/wife. He wasn’t an old man I would guess in his forties. He gazed round and cried again.

I wondered was this a special place for them over the years?  Had they strolled hand in hand together here over the years down the sea front along the promenade? Had nature been cruel and brought an end to an era?  He was now alone with just memories and pictures on his phone. 

I felt sorry for him. Here is everyone happy going about their lives unaware of the heartbreak people near by must be going through. I couldn’t imagine the heart ache he must be experiencing. I sat close by I tried to smile briefly if he looked my way. He was too wrapped up in sadness and memories. 

This went on for ten minutes. He started his car engine had a quick glance along the seafront sobbed again and left. I watched him drive away. Was this a final goodbye I wondered. A chapter in his life of coming here to such a sentimental place possibly had come to an end.  His world had fell apart. 

I hoped he was alright as he drove off. He probably was returning to an empty lonely house full of sadness,  pictures and memories. I couldn’t imagine going to bed alone to a cold mattress knowing that person should be there. His world clearly had fell apart and his soul forever tortured. 

So I sit and wonder while I am happy – how many people out there have suffered the same sadness and I gave them a thought. It goes to show we must enjoy our lives while we can.  

Perhaps places we go to us are nice and simple basic places but to others it could be a magical place with such memories to them and others. Places of love and happiness and sentiment. I have special places to me that hold meaning. 

So if you have a special someone and a special place make the most of it. Tell them often you love them and enjoy your magical place together for times goes by on the blink of an eye… 

Ukraine and the EU

Ukraine,  a massive beautiful country based in eastern Europe on the coast of the black sea. Ukraine possesses beautiful cities such as Kiev and Lviv. Everyone I know who has been to Ukraine tells me of how much of a beautiful place it is and how Kiev is a wonderful city. Ukraine has a deep rich history and has a unique culture. There is lots to see is Ukraine and has many wonders!  

This country has had to much bad publicity over the years!  Now is the time for good publicity!  Now is the time to see the beauty of Ukraine!  The winners of the Eurovision song contest and a land of beautiful landmarks and music!  

http://www.traveltoukraine.org/mustsee.htm

The Carpathian moutains are a true beauty of nature! Ukraine has a mix of beautiful cities and beautiful nature and beautiful people. There is the beautiful St Sophias cathedral in Kiev a magnificent site for everyone to witness. 

In Ukraine the spring onwards has beautiful warm weather all through summer and come the autumn has the romance of beautiful snowfall and a warm cosey atmosphere. It is a hidden treasure of Europe!! 

This is a country that has suffered so deeply in history. Yet recently it wished to join the EU but for trouble to once again get in the way. 
This country fought for independence from the soviet union and won. Yet Russia has interfered in their quest to join the EU and damaged their chances by sending the country into a civil war. 

This country should be allowed to join the EU!  The Ukraine is an independent democratic nation which the people should be allowed to decide its course. There should be no interference from other nations. 

The people of Ukraine are no better or worse than the rest of us. They should not be forgotten about!  They should be allowed visa free travel into Europe and to see the world and have the same work and living oppurtunities and freedom of movement oppurtunity as the rest of Europe!  

I believe tariff free trade would benefit this country greatly and help it grow and prosper into the nation it deserves to be. I believe the people of Ukraine have a lot to offer Europe. So lets help these people to have the same rights as others!! 

Let this beautiful independant country be given the same chance as the rest of the countries in the EU!!  Allow this nation to be given a chance to prosper and grow with the same EU deals as the rest of Europe!!

The Ukraine has been trodden on so much in history by Russians trying to starve them to death in the 1930s and worse by Hitler’s Germany. These people deserve a chance to live free on the same dream and path as the rest of Europe. How can we let these people be trapped between the EU and Russia?  How can we not hear their voices?  These people deserve to have their rights heard and their human rights respected. The people deserve to be free of a poverty they have been made to suffer. 

I know western Ukraine supports Europe and Eastern Ukraine more Russia but why cant there be a deal with both?  Ukraine is independant enough to make its own deals and associations. Why should politics be allowed to get in the way of humanity?

Now is the time for Ukraine to grow and prosper and be a great nation!  Now is the time for Ukraine to have a good economy and the people living happily!! Now is the time for Ukraine to uprise and be great once again!!  Now is the time for Ukraine stand together in the European community side by side living the same as all Europe! 

So if you believe in the will of people and not to let them be ignored then support Ukraine!  Let the people decide! Let them be truly Europe!! Let the beauty of Ukraine be seen and felt by us all in Europe and let them be treated like true Europeans!!