A broken heart

A few weeks ago I visited Prestatyn beach in North Wales. I go here quite often I find it quite relaxing especially around dinner time of an evening towards sunset. There are a few people about walking the dogs on a nice walk. Its quite reflective. 

But one evening I was greeted by the sounds of something I dont hear often or at all – a grown man crying his eyes out….

I sat on the steps overlooking the beach and the sea. Behind me was the car park. I sat gazing out to sea enjoying the sunset when I heard a noise behind me which alerted me. The sound of sobbing. I turned round and seen a man sat in his car. He had his hands over his eyes. At first I thought he was rubbing his eyes. I looked back out to sea again. Then I heard sobbing again. 

I turned round to see the man crying heavy. Tears ran down his face and he wiped them away. He gazed at his phone and burst into tears again. He wiped them away but the tears fell fast. 

I paused as it was one of them moments where I didn’t know what to do. Should I go and see if he is OK?  Or is that intruding on his grief? I decided to leave him to grieve alone. Im not one for sharing troubles so I decided not to interfere. 

He sat and looked round the place and his emotions settled for a minute. He checked his phone and once again began to sob. 

What could reduce a man to such tears?  I could tell this wasn’t an argument. This man had very recently suffered a tragic loss. As he was alone I assumed he had just lost his girlfriend/wife. He wasn’t an old man I would guess in his forties. He gazed round and cried again.

I wondered was this a special place for them over the years?  Had they strolled hand in hand together here over the years down the sea front along the promenade? Had nature been cruel and brought an end to an era?  He was now alone with just memories and pictures on his phone. 

I felt sorry for him. Here is everyone happy going about their lives unaware of the heartbreak people near by must be going through. I couldn’t imagine the heart ache he must be experiencing. I sat close by I tried to smile briefly if he looked my way. He was too wrapped up in sadness and memories. 

This went on for ten minutes. He started his car engine had a quick glance along the seafront sobbed again and left. I watched him drive away. Was this a final goodbye I wondered. A chapter in his life of coming here to such a sentimental place possibly had come to an end.  His world had fell apart. 

I hoped he was alright as he drove off. He probably was returning to an empty lonely house full of sadness,  pictures and memories. I couldn’t imagine going to bed alone to a cold mattress knowing that person should be there. His world clearly had fell apart and his soul forever tortured. 

So I sit and wonder while I am happy – how many people out there have suffered the same sadness and I gave them a thought. It goes to show we must enjoy our lives while we can.  

Perhaps places we go to us are nice and simple basic places but to others it could be a magical place with such memories to them and others. Places of love and happiness and sentiment. I have special places to me that hold meaning. 

So if you have a special someone and a special place make the most of it. Tell them often you love them and enjoy your magical place together for times goes by on the blink of an eye… 

The Childs eye

Have you ever stopped and thought about the reflections in a Childs eye? 

What are we exposing children to?  What are we letting them see and not caring towards it? 

The reflections in a Childs eye we see bombs and explosions and wars how can we allow such innocent amazement to be subjected to mankinds worse terrors? 

A childs eye sees hate of man for man. The anger filled rage of humans desperate for power. The innocent hearts of children are being filled with hate and the sights of death. Should they not allowed to be innocent children? Should they not be allowed to be kept safe and grow happy and live happy? Is the Childs heart now filled with terror? 

A Childs eye sees warzones and battles and evil taking place before them. Where is the love of this world for the children to see? 

A Childs eye sees ongoing war of which they see no end. How can they have any hope for the future? How can our generations allow them to live through this? 

A Childs eye sees such anger,  hatred and violence. What must they think of the world they live in?  What must they think of the adults of this world and humanity? Why are the adults not considering the children? Why are they not thinking of the mess they make of which the children have to grow up in and sort out? 

The eyes of children are being made to hate and dislike and to feel and experience expressions and feelings that dont belong in the magical kingdom of children. 

So next time you see the reflection in a Childs eye,  hope it isn’t followed by tear drops, a fearful cry on sight of seeing humanitys evil, of seeing people die. 

They say love conquers all,  and now is the time love must conquer for the future,  the present is shrouded in evil. 

Evil like the present evil should be banished forever and children of today should be able to say one day ‘I grew up in such terror,  but for today and the future is such paradise’ and for their children and the future generations. May peace reign with such majestic grace. 

We as adults must make the future safe now and bring forward peace so the children of the future can grow without fear and hate and instead embrace the love of humanity and travel this beautiful world happily and be welcomed by everyone. 

For the kingdom of children – must become the kingdom of mankind. 

The death penalty

“If you must break the law do it to seize power,  in all other cases – observe it” – Julius Cesar. 

This is a topic which is often raised with those for it and those against.  Into the subject goes morality and ethics. Should the death penalty be allowed?  Should it be re-instated?  Is there warrant for it? 
In my own personal opinion I believe there is a warrant for it.  I often hear on the radio of murders and serial killers and horrific crimes and its very upsetting.  Often these sick crimes are rewarded with hardly any kind of a punishment.  How is prison a punishment in these days?  They get to stay safe indoors in nice enough conditions and get priviledges and some even get computers. Why are these people being given anything?  They should be made to exist in the worse of conditions. 

Once I visited Beaumaris jail on the isle of Anglesey.  This was a jail in the Victorian times and is now a tourist attraction.  As soon as I walked in I could feel the tight suffocating atmosphere. I could instantly tell suffering had took place here for any crimes.  The rooms were small and some with no windows. The inmates had to work hard just for their breakfast.  They were punished hard if stepped out of line.  How have prisons changed so much that inmates are now seen having fun and drinking and mobile phones sneaked in unnoticed.  What kind of places have prisons become where it is acceptable to be in and not too much hardship?  Where the life is OK. Prisons should be feared. They should be a place where human rights for murderers is hard to come by.  

Some will say its inhumane to execute them.  But where was their humanity and humane views when they took innocent lives?  These people are exempt from humanity.  They are not apart of it. 

They should be wiped out and took out of life so we don’t have to care for them. This will free up space in prisons with people of lesser crimes. This will save the tax payer paying to keep them and the money can be put towards a good thing instead of useless to society monsters.  

People say ‘oh killing them is an easy way out for them’ but I dont care.  I dont care about that I want them gone and no longer a threat to anyone and not allowed to live. They take up space and time and money. If I murdered someone I would expect to lose my life and why not?  

If someone had murdered someone close to me I dont see jail as justice not in the modern day.  When has society become so weak it is scared to punish such evil? What kind of society do we live in where murderers can still have their life and live it out in an OK environment protected by laws and human rights after they took a life away? 

Surely human rights shouldnt apply to these people.  They opted out when they disrespected the human rights of others. 

Recently it was on the radio of a man who killed a man in an unprovoked attack and punched him.  He died and the man who killed him got 6 years in jail.  How is 6 years justice for the victims family??  The victim got an eternal sentence.  His life was ended!  

He faces a small punishment then walks back into civilization to enjoy his life and see friends and family etc.  Whereas his. Victim is gone forever… He has murdered someone.  What if he does it again? 

I know in certain situations we must be careful incase there isn’t much evidence but one concrete evidence where is the issue with putting monsters down? Imagine if one of these people escaped.. 

Some will argue that these people can be rehabilitated and helped but for what purpose?  They can never be released and allowed back into society.  They can never be allowed a normal life.  What is the point in wasting resources on these people?  They knew what they were doing when they broke the law.  So if you cant do the time dont do the crime.  I understand rapists and thieves etc should be given second chances etc but murderers especially cold brutal murderers should be put to sleep.  Im not refering to accidental murder as in manslaughter etc because that is just unfortunate.  There are situations where you might accidentally kill someone etc and thats fair enough its unfortunate but intended murder is evil.  Child murderers are evil etc why are they allowed to continue?  The yorkshire ripper for example costs the British taxpayer alot of money a year to house him etc why bother?  He cant be free. Can the money not be put to a more useful cause?  

Society needs to be stricter on those who operate outside its core.  Outside the mainstream of society which operates nice behaviour and compassion.  Why should nice people be put at risk?  

Perhaps knowing you will die too will make murderers think twice.  Everyone knows murder is wrong.  The only regret some of these murderers have is being caught.

But we all have our own opinions on this naturally.  Mine is to keep society such as our children truly safe…

Womens supremacy

All through time women have been supressed and told they are the lesser clever gender and second to man and this still happens in many societies to this very day. 

Whereas I believe women have a grander role to play in humanity and life and always have. 

Afterall how can a man be better than a woman? Although men dominate the world physically its surely women who dominate mentally and more powerfully in all aspects of life. Its women who are more powerful in nature and have power over men that a man could surely never possess. Women hold all the power especially in the mating game. 

It is women who nuture children into this world and brings us up to be the people we are.

It is women who gave us life and protect us and who we all run to as children. 

Women are superhuman compared to men. Women can adapt and change for example during pregnancy womens senses change and she possesses better smell and skin and hair and eyes. They can grow an entire person inside them which is a superb achievement and women have a higher tolerance of pain. 

When a man buys a house it is a woman who makes it a home. Whatever a man gives a woman she makes it better and grander. In my eyes women are super beings!! What a woman achieves in life such as creating a family bringing children into this world and raising them is far more of an achievement than any man could ever dream of!

In school it is women who often get better grades than men. Womens attention to detail and intuition is superior to a mans. 

So how can a man be superior to a woman? Although its a mans world is it really? For I think all the men in the world and developed and taught and created by the amazement of a woman who has made them become the men they are today. 

the creators of life, devoting more than anyone else, devotedness to being a mother and a wife
How can a man oppress and discriminate against women when the two most important people in his life his mother and wife belong to that gender? 

Women are not a possession or an object or a maid for a man, women are every mans world, you are your husbands soul mate for life

Oh the women of this world, thankyou so much, a world without you, has no beauty as such, you are creators of love and dreams, creators of family, honour be to you, glory and devotion you possess, although life is tough, you are priceless, dont ever believe your less

So I believe in equality and if equality didnt exist or couldnt exist surely women have a huge say in being the better and supreme of humanity because as the song goes..this is a mans world..but nothing without a woman or a girl…

The crazy world

I am so sick of the modern day crazy world! How can this madness of been allowed to happen? 

  • How can an idiot like Donald Trump been allowed to power? The guy (from what I know) couldnt run a bath let alone a country! He goes round shouting his big mouth off upsetting people. Wheres your diplomacy you mad moron? Wheres the politics in you?! It doesnt exist! You are embarrasing democracy! You ask if its nazi Germany then no! Hitler even didnt say stupid s**t about people! He had a brain and sadly a plan! You have no idea! You nothing but a fool. A situation and a mess waiting to happen for someone else to clear up!! You should resign now!
  • How can people compare Brexit and Trump? One voted away from a dictatorship the other voted for it! How could brexit of been allowed to happen? Has the British government totally lost its mind and lost contact with the British people? All governments care about is money money money and people just get in the way!! They dont care for people and the attitude is ‘if people die they die so what’ process! Governments are fooling people. People are people and humanity should come first but oh no of course not. Lets line the pockets of the rich first.
  • Since when has it been a good idea to fight evil with greater and more evil? This is proper madness! How can it ever be ok to blow up innocent people and children? How can western leaders sleep at night after ordering the deaths of children? Exchanging blow for blow will be like a long drawn out going the distance boxing match! How will we ever achieve amnesty unless someone decides to be the bigger and better person? 
  • How can you say your civilized more than anywhere else just because you have more dangerous weapons? If you was civilized surely you wouldnt ever use or need weapons. You would help make the lives of the people you seek to stop better. Love is stronger than hate! Why terrorise people and children? Why not help them instead? 
  • War is not an answer to hate and terror. Words and understanding and apologizes are the way forward not blowing them all up. 
  • Had their not been previous invasions then there would be no terror today. There was no need invade Iraq! Now the vacuum has opened and evil has began! People are angry as loved ones were killed by terror from all four corners of the world! This world needs love! Make this happen! Only a moron would blow people up!! This has  to end now! 

The fists of Humanity

How dare you inflict terrorism and death upon on the innocent? Do you not know what the true word of humanity has ever meant?

Oh terrorism shall be crushed by the fists of humanity, we are the people, we are one and free we shall forever be, terror shall never tear away our liberty

You aim to alienate and divide, but your work is going nowhere, as we now stand together as humanity side by side, your act of terror with you and your heart that you sold it has died

Terrorists now must pause, think, your acts have no actual cause, other than creating wars, but your unleashing the spirit within the mass humanity, your entry into the afterlife is over before you when you die is locked doors,

We are the people we shall not live in fear, we are together and humanity is one now and in your name there shall be no more fright and no more sad tear, for is the revolution! Now humanity is here!

We all want our children to walk safely down the street, with no fear of who they may meet
we all want them safe and to live a long life, to live and be given a chance to be husband or wife
They are the eyes of innocence with no hate in their eyes, they know no corruption and of no lies, they are the future, they can be as one, they want a world where terrorism is surely gone

Come together humanity and uprise, lets not allow the world to be at misery, lets not allow humanity to hear a million cries, lets raise the hearts of love to dominate to such a massive size, for love conquers all and it never dies

For the fists of humanity, the hearts of humanity will destroy terrorism for all eternity

The Illuminati

For years people have talked of conspiricy theories and alternative answers to events which have unfolded at times in history. But do some of these conspiritors have some truth in what they say?
Rumour has it there is a dark organzation known as ‘the illuminati’ or enlightenment or new world order which control and create events for their own purpose and benefit. Are they behind world wide tragedies such as 9/11 and world war two? Are they to blame for many famous deaths such as JFK and John Lennon?
It is well known that many people belong to secret societies such as the free masons etc who do favours for each other and this ranges from the people on the ground floor of life such as everyday people, plumbers etc up to the top of the tree people such as business owners etc who do favours for one another in life. So what if there was an organization free of religion opposing the church and God who do favours for each other in a much darker way? Such as murders, creation of events etc why is this out the question? Many famous people claim to be involved in the so called illuminati also.
JFK said publically a couple of days before his death that he was going to publically oust a dark organization. A few days later he was shot.
John Lennon claimed that the world was being ran by an insane group of people with insane ideas – a couple of days later he was dead.
Mark Chapman was also supposed to of been moving in strange circles of people in strange places, places he could never of afforded to go such as a CIA hotspot in Europe.
Michael Jackson a couple of days before his death that ‘they are going to kill me, they are going to kill me now’ who are ‘they?’
Some people also believe Whitney Houston was a victim of the Illuminati.

Are world events created by this dark organization?
Was 9/11 created from within USA itself? Many believe that it was the work of the american government to create a purpose for an invasion of Iraq and to increase arms deals America thrives on. Perhaps it was a dark organization who created these events also to gain hatred to sects in the east such as Islam.
The illuminati supposedly controls the banks and the media with people high within these organizations belonging to Illuminati. The media creates propoganda for we the people to believe in what they say. Currently the world is against Islam. The media has created a hatred of islamic people and focused on the oh so bad events but not the oh so good. ISIS themselves were originally created by the americans. Why would the Americans have such involvement with such a group of people?
Many in Islam claim that ISIS are not even muslims at all but working for a dark organization to achieve dark goals such as help make a bad name of Islam and destroy it. This dark organization want a new world order ran by them with no religion which opposes them. They apparantly do the devils work for him on Earth. They are free of all religion and follow science.

The symbols they use can be found everywhere. The pyramid with the one eye in the middle, the two lightning bolts, and new world order wrote in latin. It is all over the american bank notes. Why would this be? The all seeing eye is watching from the notes of America. The symbols are used for Illuminati members to communicate with each other even in the most public of places. Where the everyday normal people wouldnt notice them or what they mean. For example a couple of days before 9/11 many posters containing the eye and triangle were posted in the subway under the world trade centre – why?
Have you ever stopped and studied some music concerts or live on tele? Why are they so paghan in culture? Why are they so symbolic of demons and demon worship? Such as lady Gaga and Madonna. Madonna often wears paghan demon skull rings and does paghan rituals live on stage. During the Brits where she fell all the men wore demonic skulls why?
Beyonce even claims she is possessed by the demon – Sasha Fierce and without her she could never perform as she does.

In all videos even childrens cartoons there is hidden subliminal messages the eye doesnt see but the brain does. Television is a way of drip feeding and brainwashing people slowly. To create us into the people they want us to be. For example over the last twenty years or so – sinful and satanic acts have become the normal and we all do them without realizing. 
Why has deep visual sex scenes become the normal on the tele? Why are girls now becoming more sex objects than ever before? Role models wearing next to nothing encouraging people to be more like this. For example women in the 50s and 60s didnt dress or behave or believe in such a way and now its normal and thr culture we live in is sexual based. Which at one time would of been considered so sinful is now accepted. Why is the world more violent and people contain more hatred and greed than ever before? Television and the media is slowly corrupting us against what they want us to dislike. They are changing us into different people to be what they want us to be. They are portraying their satanic sinful free world and control over us. If you think of how we behave it might seem silly but its like a form of devil worship in society especially in the west. We have public displays of explicit sex,  foul language and violence all accepted in todays world as nothing.

Also since the 50s and 60s there has been a massive alienation from God. The illuminati is slowly turning the world against God and religion to be as they want. Its a world of ‘enlightenment’ this is what the devil offered Eve in the bible. They are controlling and manipulating us and brainwashing us through television and propoganda.

For example MH370. The malaysian flight which went missing. Where is it? Why would a depressed pilot go through so much trouble if he wanted to end his life? Why would he care where he crashed? Why would he care to turn off the equipment?
How can a plane just vanish in this day and age? Many believe this plane was hijacked and flown by experts to an island in south indian ocean – the island of Diego Garcia. This is an airbase ran by the Americans and is very close to where MH370 dissapeared off the radar. Perhaps it didnt crash at all but a dark organization wanted the plane or passengers on it and also to create fear amongst the masses for whatever reason. There is plenty of landing space and runway on Diego Garcia. Also a man from the plane is supposed to of made brief contact with a relative after the plane went missing saying he was with armed men all dressed in black. Who are they? What was their purpose?