The Spirit Guide

When I am alone, in silence and the world is quiet – the spirits come to me. They bring me messages. They dont speak to me or appear to me, they give me visions and show me things around me to focus on and a story and an event takes place both now and within the future. Visions of things I will regret if I dont act now and if I dont slow down and remember the good and important things in life. Things which are precious and valuable and priceless and temporary.

I feel the emotion of the regret I will have if I dont act now and see whats important now.

I am shown by the spirit guide the path I could take if I dont become smarter and its a much darker path of which there is no return to the past. The past cannot be changed. We cannot return to wrong the rights. We cannot rise again and do it all again. I believe they try to lead me on the path of which I will have no regret just happy memories in the future. I have two paths. The darker ones emotions are shown to me now. To avoid at all costs. I must listen to this message.

I am shown myself through the eyes of others. I see a different me to the one I think I am. I see a different angle of me and a different appearance.

The whisper in the winds of silence of the spirits are wise and although many do not believe I do, I believe and I feel and I experience it beautifully.

I am not perfect. I make mistakes, I take life and people and moments for granted but I work hard to stop this.

It is the moments I am shown and the regret of the image of what will happen if I dont change and slow down and see the beauty in certain moments. Time doesnt stand still.

I have been through many storms but where would I be without the guidance of the spirits and the inspiration given to me in times of need that I never found myself. I unlocked this world that so many people shut themselves off from and found guidance,peace and solace and education and wisdom.

They show me within the silence what truly matters and I am thankful for that. The spirits show me time doesnt stand still. That we must savour every moment and enjoy every moment and every living thing and person and their little ways.

That we must adapt and grow strong and wise and enjoy this experience on Earth. When life is still and silent…we are shown the truth of life and what matters and how right now counts. It is the silence where I am guided the most. Where I can hear and experience the greatness of wisdom.

I will always thank the spirits….

Sleep Paralysis…

One of the most terrifying things which ever happened to me, if not the most terrifying thing – was the night I had sleep paralysis….

I had slept quite well for most of the night until about 5am when I went to go the toilet. I returned and got into bed and began to go back sleep. Thats when something happened and something changed.

I remember opening my eyes and seeing the shadow of someone crossing the bedroom wall. The presence I got is that this was an evil dark presence. I remember seeing it cross the wall and reach another wall and in the mirror I seen the back of a mans head with dark brown hair reflect in the mirror as he turned and came towards me on the other side of the bed. I could tell by the way he moved he wasnt walking – but floating a few inches off the ground.

I tried so hard to move, I tried so hard to shout and scream but all I could move was my eyes. There was a faint pulse that passed through my body that was all. I thought I was dying.

But stood beside me in the room next to the bed was a man. He held his hands out fingers spread out towards me as if he was using an invisible force to pin me down.

This seemed to last a lifetime but I imagine in reality it was only a few seconds.

I can still see him now. He wore a brown suit. His hair was slicked back and he had a pocket watch chain going into his pocket which I imagine was where the watch was.

He struck me as wearing a style belonging to the 1950s. Considering this event took place in the early 21st century and I was in my early 20s at the time I had little experience or knowledge of styles in the 1950s.

I was absolutely terrified. The whole aura and situation and presence of the man was of an evil entity and of terror.

He then removed his hands and placed them in his pockets. He looked round the room almost with an expression of nostalgia as if he had been there before in the old house with a small grin. He then simply dissapeared and a strange glow through the window dissapeared but the room remained the same.

I was then free and sat bolt upright. The room was the same, the lighting through the window of the morning light was the same – all that had changed was the man had gone. He had simply vanished.

I can still see every detail of him and completely remember him up until this day. His style of hair, his face and his clothes and the pocket watch and his pose and body language. I remember every detail of the event. It was the most frightening experience I ever had.

People will tell me it was a dream a lucid dream etc and discredit my experience but to me it was very real and really happened to me. I know the difference between a dream and this experience.

I often searched family photos to see if I could ever see this man as I know I would recognize his face but found nothing.

Who was he? Someone who had existed before in history and long forgotten?

The only strange similarity took place a few years later when my nan was telling me and my mum a ghost story she experienced during the war and was of a relative of hers who died during the war and one night she claimed to of seen him in a room glowing bright – and wearing a brown suit….

The Underwater world…

One of my most favourite things to do is to be beneath the water. I find being under water so peaceful, enchanting, calm, quiet and mysterious.

This is a world where there are little or no people and it is like you are alone in the world.

The silence and the echos through the water are peaceful and relaxing and the water is fresh and and a nice warmth covering you as the water wraps wround you gently.

As you submerge into the depths of the mysterious world you feel a sense of escape and total freedom, yet mystery. What else lurks within the enchanting waters?

It is a great feeling to dive down and be cool on a hot summers day down to the cooler waters. Being a person who burns easy in the sun it is great to be in the water on a hot day and experience both worlds above and below the surface.

I would like to study the seabed and see if there is any treasure or ancient relics left from a yesteryear.

It would be great to see a shipwreck also. There are plenty of lost treasures and ships within the British waters.

I often imagine the folklore tales of sharks and mermaids within the waters. These are great waters you can imagine mermaids within.

Diving and swimming in British waters holds its own charm. There are not exotic creatures just mysterious cold water creatures and beautiful creatures.

Within these waters can be seals and Dolphins and Whales and certain types of Sharks. I would love to go swimming and diving in the Menai Straits in Anglesey.

The echoes and the quietness below the surface brings forward a great world. Many creatures live here such as dogfish and many crabs. The sea is a fascinating unexplored world.

One day I would like to swim and dive in more dangerous exotic waters and see the coral reef and see colourful fish and have the fear of Sharks.

One day may I swim in the Indian Ocean and dive into the depths of blue waters.

I have a fear of giant Octopus and Great White Sharks but an admiration and a respect in these great creatures too. I would love to see them from a safe place within the sea or below the surface such as in a Shark cage. The fear and excitement would make an amazing emotional combination.

I recommend anyone to swim under the water and experience another world and a sense of total freedom.

New Chapters….

In life there will come a point where we need to close one chapter and begin another.

As I flick through the chapters of my life and it is probably the same with most people – the most interesting chapters and tales are from childhood. The adult world seems to oppress our dreams and events and limit the excitement of the chapters in our life.

If your life became a book – you would become the main character. You are within every page and all events, people and scenarios revolve around you. Is your main character an interesting character? Is the plot interesting? Has there been many chapters and stories to tell?

Often we waste many times in the story of our life re-reading and editing the same chapter over and over again with the same characters but now is a time we must turn the page and begin a new chapter with a new story and different people and locations and plots.

Although there are times when I wish I could go back and re-live a chapter again. Ones which hold fond memories and moments and people within them. I wish I had the luxury to turn back to pages where I was at my happiest.

So we must flick through the pages and see what we think of the book of our lives…

How many people have we got in our lives that have become stale?

How many situations and locations have gone boring and the same four walls trap us?

Is it time for us to now begin a new chapter and turn the page to a new section and a fresh subplot?

We are the writers of our own story. We can decide the people who should be written out of the book of our lives and the change of scenes that we desire.

Our lives are a story and we must make it an interesting story. We afterall are the main character in the story of our life.

What do we desire the story of our live to be? A love story, a sad story of a horror story? We have the power to decide. I often think perhaps our stories are many different genres.

We all wish and desire a life of love but first we often suffer sadness, pain and despair. But we must take the pen and keep writing to develop what we desire at the end of our book.

As with most stories there will be a villain or a dark character. We must come to expect this and tolerate the darkness in our lives as this is the part of every story. But we must work on being the hero and being centre stage and we must work on making our story a happy ending.

They may not be a dark character or evil or nasty in general but just not good for us and best off elsewhere and time for them to be written out of the story of our life.

I often see many people stuck in one chapter in their lives and have no clue of how to begin a new chapter and seem quite unhappy and in standstill. They have become uninteresting to others and have no new tales to tell. These people have the writers block of life and have many blank pages.

So you are writing a story of your life into the reality of civilization. Is yours an interesting tale? Has it had many twists and turns and events taking place?

Remember you are the main character and the story revolves around you…

Has your life become stuck on the same chapter and is it now time for a new chapter?

Have a quick flick through the pages of your life and see whether it is now time to change the chapter….

May you have a long and interesting life and many chapters and stories to tell….